Sunday February 27th 2005 - 11:44PM
Dearest all, blog readers and viewers,
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh...
In just less than 10 minutes, habis lah 1st day treatment nak buang 'IT' tu... badan I nih berbau pinang/ sirih tah pe pe tah... Ewww!!!!! Sakit? Still - a bit - the whole day belakang tu aching jer... :*(
Sent mommy back to the airport today - eh - just now. Flight 9.15pm ex AOR to KUL on MH ape tah... couldn't be bothered.
Pastu went for a drink with couple of friends - Miss Nabilla Natsha and friends (Miss G tahu kan kan kan kan?)
Then came back home - buat treatment tu (the daun sirih tah ape tah sapu kat belakang badan tu) and then online japs je nih just to put my last entry for the day - esok sambung la kot...
To Miss G - Never fear of being lonely. Of course you tend to forget how it feels like to love and be loved, but seriously girl, NEVER think you're alone, WHEN YOU HAVE 'HIM' The all mighty and your friends... I know love from us friends cant be compared to the love of someone u really like and love, but the love from HIM and loving HIM - is by far the most precious love to be recieved and to give... Give yourselt time girl - don't over stress yourself over this matter. Find love, NEVER - but let love find you, YES...
Take care peeps!
Goodnight and regards,
Sick Lea - hoping to recover...
Assalamualaikum....
I ended this entry exactly at 11:59
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Just another lazy Sunday!
Dearest All...
Yes yes I know - a bit too late for "Good Morning Peeps" thingie. Ehehehe. Imagine I woke up late for everything - Subuh, Quran, Work, everything - breakfast for granny (eh tu tak pe since Mommy is here) - I WOKE UP AT 10AM!!!!!! Imagine that! Slept tak ingat nye!!! Dreamed of anything? Nah - tak der pon jugak....
Well I certainly feel slightly better - of course. 1st day out of 3 days 3 nights course, kan? Hope fully I'll be better soon, InsyaAllah...
Now let me see - remember those 3 batang keladi yang kena buat makan tu? My mom cooked this sayur keladi jadik ape tah with prawns and what not - macam tempting tapi bile dah rase - ewwww! Tak sukeeee!!! Tapi I had to makan - apa orang cakap? Tawakal kerana Allah dan berdoakan that meal I had for lunch just now, penawar segala penyakit, insyaAllah... AMIN!
Now am back in the office - nothing much to do actually. Malam karang mommy is to return back to KL. So it's just me and granny again lor? Hehehehee
This morning when I got up at 10Am tu, I was feeeling terhoyong-hayang, floating jer... part of the healing process said the Ustaz... Hmmm... then I didn't do anything much - lepak baca paper jer. Sorry again - no newspaper review today. Yer lah, you ols kan not working today, kan Alex kan kan kan? MISS G! STAY OUT OF THIS! heheheehehehe
Speaking of Miss G - baru jer bersms dengan dia. NO NO MISS G! ALEX tak kem salam kat u pun, jgn nak berangan! Anyways, we did 2 or 3 msgs jer, partly bitching around as usual. Tapi yang cannot tahan tu...
"Girl its official - mek bawak mai rahmat ke KL. Last time I was here it rained. Since then, not a drop. This time I'm in KL, it rained again. I feel so truly blessed" Tu msg sms Miss G kat I today - PLS LAH!?!?!? Jgn feeling lah! Eh wait, she memang kuat feeling pon. Pls lah. Apa yang telah terjadi, is what I call, KEBETULAN - COINCIDENCE! Tolong la Perempuan propar nih. What/ Who she think she is? Ex Beauty Queen turned fairly tale Angel, or the Good Witch from the North who spreads rain where ever she goes, is it!?!?? HAHAHAH!
I think I better hit back to work - today is kindda slow sikit, both in the real world and in the blog - so... paham2 jer lah..
Just would like to share this to all the GIRLS/WOMEN reading this blog entry. NO MISS GI! U're not a girl and not yet a woman! Macam Val punye heading in her page... I'm not a whore, not a virgin either... mek suke itu! Eheheheheehe
BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL WOMAN IS HERSELF,
OH MY GOD!!!
I THINK I'M BECOMING THE MAN I WANTED TO MARRY!
GINGER ROGERS DID EVERYTHING FRED ASTAIRE DID,
BUT SHE DID IT BACKWARDS AND IN HIGH HEELS!!
A WOMAN IS LIKE A TEA BAG,
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW STRONG SHE IS UNTIL YOU PUT HER IN HOT WATER,
I HAVE YET TO HEAR A MAN ASK FOR ADVICE ON HOW TO COMBINE MARRIAGE AND A CAREER,
SO MANY MEN, SO FEW WHO CAN AFFORD ME
COFFEE, CHOCOLATE, MEN.
SOME THINGS ARE JUST BETTER RICH,
DON'T TREAT ME ANY DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU WOULD THE QUEEN,
I'M OUT OF ESTROGEN AND I HAVE A GUN,
WARNING: I HAVE AN ATTITUDE AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT!!!
OF COURSE I DON'T LOOK BUSY,
I DID IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME,
DO NOT START WITH ME,
YOU WILL NOT WIN,
ALL STRESSED OUT AND NO ONE TO CHOKE,
I CAN BE ONE OF THOSE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENS TO BAD PEOPLE,
HOW CAN I MISS YOU IF YOU WON'T GO AWAY?
DON'T UPSET ME! I'M RUNNING OUT OF PLACES TO HIDE THE BODIES
And last but not least:
IF YOU WANT BREAKFAST IN BED, SLEEP IN THE KITCHEN
Regards,
Nurlea L Lailee Abdullah
PS- I told Miss G about me commenting about her "RAHMAT RAIN EVERYWHERE" sms here in the blog - just received a reply from her.... "PANTAT!!!!" Eheheheheh Thatttt's Miss G alright! Miss here dearly.... KFC WOIIIIIII!!!!
Yes yes I know - a bit too late for "Good Morning Peeps" thingie. Ehehehe. Imagine I woke up late for everything - Subuh, Quran, Work, everything - breakfast for granny (eh tu tak pe since Mommy is here) - I WOKE UP AT 10AM!!!!!! Imagine that! Slept tak ingat nye!!! Dreamed of anything? Nah - tak der pon jugak....
Well I certainly feel slightly better - of course. 1st day out of 3 days 3 nights course, kan? Hope fully I'll be better soon, InsyaAllah...
Now let me see - remember those 3 batang keladi yang kena buat makan tu? My mom cooked this sayur keladi jadik ape tah with prawns and what not - macam tempting tapi bile dah rase - ewwww! Tak sukeeee!!! Tapi I had to makan - apa orang cakap? Tawakal kerana Allah dan berdoakan that meal I had for lunch just now, penawar segala penyakit, insyaAllah... AMIN!
Now am back in the office - nothing much to do actually. Malam karang mommy is to return back to KL. So it's just me and granny again lor? Hehehehee
This morning when I got up at 10Am tu, I was feeeling terhoyong-hayang, floating jer... part of the healing process said the Ustaz... Hmmm... then I didn't do anything much - lepak baca paper jer. Sorry again - no newspaper review today. Yer lah, you ols kan not working today, kan Alex kan kan kan? MISS G! STAY OUT OF THIS! heheheehehehe
Speaking of Miss G - baru jer bersms dengan dia. NO NO MISS G! ALEX tak kem salam kat u pun, jgn nak berangan! Anyways, we did 2 or 3 msgs jer, partly bitching around as usual. Tapi yang cannot tahan tu...
"Girl its official - mek bawak mai rahmat ke KL. Last time I was here it rained. Since then, not a drop. This time I'm in KL, it rained again. I feel so truly blessed" Tu msg sms Miss G kat I today - PLS LAH!?!?!? Jgn feeling lah! Eh wait, she memang kuat feeling pon. Pls lah. Apa yang telah terjadi, is what I call, KEBETULAN - COINCIDENCE! Tolong la Perempuan propar nih. What/ Who she think she is? Ex Beauty Queen turned fairly tale Angel, or the Good Witch from the North who spreads rain where ever she goes, is it!?!?? HAHAHAH!
I think I better hit back to work - today is kindda slow sikit, both in the real world and in the blog - so... paham2 jer lah..
Just would like to share this to all the GIRLS/WOMEN reading this blog entry. NO MISS GI! U're not a girl and not yet a woman! Macam Val punye heading in her page... I'm not a whore, not a virgin either... mek suke itu! Eheheheheehe
BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL WOMAN IS HERSELF,
OH MY GOD!!!
I THINK I'M BECOMING THE MAN I WANTED TO MARRY!
GINGER ROGERS DID EVERYTHING FRED ASTAIRE DID,
BUT SHE DID IT BACKWARDS AND IN HIGH HEELS!!
A WOMAN IS LIKE A TEA BAG,
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW STRONG SHE IS UNTIL YOU PUT HER IN HOT WATER,
I HAVE YET TO HEAR A MAN ASK FOR ADVICE ON HOW TO COMBINE MARRIAGE AND A CAREER,
SO MANY MEN, SO FEW WHO CAN AFFORD ME
COFFEE, CHOCOLATE, MEN.
SOME THINGS ARE JUST BETTER RICH,
DON'T TREAT ME ANY DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU WOULD THE QUEEN,
I'M OUT OF ESTROGEN AND I HAVE A GUN,
WARNING: I HAVE AN ATTITUDE AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT!!!
OF COURSE I DON'T LOOK BUSY,
I DID IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME,
DO NOT START WITH ME,
YOU WILL NOT WIN,
ALL STRESSED OUT AND NO ONE TO CHOKE,
I CAN BE ONE OF THOSE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENS TO BAD PEOPLE,
HOW CAN I MISS YOU IF YOU WON'T GO AWAY?
DON'T UPSET ME! I'M RUNNING OUT OF PLACES TO HIDE THE BODIES
And last but not least:
IF YOU WANT BREAKFAST IN BED, SLEEP IN THE KITCHEN
Regards,
Nurlea L Lailee Abdullah
PS- I told Miss G about me commenting about her "RAHMAT RAIN EVERYWHERE" sms here in the blog - just received a reply from her.... "PANTAT!!!!" Eheheheheh Thatttt's Miss G alright! Miss here dearly.... KFC WOIIIIIII!!!!
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Another Saturday night...
*Sigh* Me just got back from that Ustaz's house - with granny and my uncle and my mom who was with me since this evening - came just for tonight's 'berubat' thingie. Ok so... details?
We brought 7 sticks of sayur keladi (I wonder what do they call keladi in English - Oh misss G!! My walking talking US grad dictionary - wanna help? Oh wait - you must be busy at ciksittun waktu mek write this blog - sorry! EHEHEH). So anyways, back to the list of things we had to bring:
|-> 7 batang sayur keladi
|-> 7 helai daun sirih + pinang
|-> One bottle of mineral water ( I brought a large used Coke bottle filled H2o)
|-> Kemenyan...
And so he ( the Ustaz ) read some few words dari Al-Quran and what not. He said jgn percaya sangat what he said tapi InsyaAllah - 3 days 3 nights 'the thing' will keluar from me provided I do these:
|-> 7 batang sayur keladi - 3 dimasak, 2 disebat sebelum tidur and 2 disebat esok pagi waktu Subuh - Sebat pulak at the area belakang yang sakit tu. Sebat is tibai, kan?
|-> 7 helai dauh sirih - malam nih makan satu dauh sirih bersama dengan pinang, the remaining 6 buat sebagai ubat sapu dibahagian belakang.
|-> Air tu minum jer sesuka hati - tapi kalau dah nak habis, tambah kan jer the water, penuhkan balik.
|-> Kemenyan - just in case if I sakit sangat2 during the healing proses - tumbuk and add with water, sapu belakang kat tempat sakit tu.
Above all, waktu buat semua nih hendaklah begin with 7 kali Bismillah dan 7 kali selawat atas Junjungan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. *SIGH* Ontah lah. Mek buat jer lah sbb my granny and my mom and my uncle yer yer nak suruh berubat traditional way, kan? Tawakal jer la. Hopefully I will recover from this back pain.. since 2003. Hehe...and to think its only, INSYAALLAH gonna take me 3 days 3 nights to let "THE THING" out of my body... scarry huh? :)
Ok so that was that. Ptg tadik what did I do ek.. oh - balik rumah for lunch - then Zohor, then, oh gi amik that batang keladi kat rumah my auntie kat kampung mana tah - quite a drive - dah dedekat GURUN dah! MISS G! ko patut ade kalau tidak boleh kite gi makan KFC lagi!!! hehehe Then balik sibuk hantar my tarts to here and there lah. Oh then picked up my mom at the airport. No daddy didn't come back... OH THANK GOD! Nanti dia nyoknyetnyoknyek! Sentap! Then maghrib, lepas maghrib went to the ustaz punye umah thingie. And now am back - and ready to hit to pulau dudur... ZZZZZZZZZ ehehehe
Msged hari nih pun ala kadar jer. Wasn't really myself today - tah la apasal.. Hehehe. Maybe its different not having Miss G around to bitch around with her... WOMAN I MISS U! COME BACK LAH SOOONN!!!! Hehehehehehe
Oklah - I think I should stop ( I know some must be like "HURRAAYYYY LEA'S ENDING THE ENTRY ALREADY!!!") heheheheeh... I know, short - eh - tak der lah short sangat kan? But I guess from the 'ubat' tu I'm feeling a bit tired and sleepy. Oh dear Lord, Tuhan sekalian Alam - tidurlah aku dalam keadaan tenang untuk menghadapi hari esok dan menempuh dugaan Mu di muka bumi ini Ya Allah - AMIN.........
Goodnight peeps...
Assalamualaikum
Regards
Lea
We brought 7 sticks of sayur keladi (I wonder what do they call keladi in English - Oh misss G!! My walking talking US grad dictionary - wanna help? Oh wait - you must be busy at ciksittun waktu mek write this blog - sorry! EHEHEH). So anyways, back to the list of things we had to bring:
|-> 7 batang sayur keladi
|-> 7 helai daun sirih + pinang
|-> One bottle of mineral water ( I brought a large used Coke bottle filled H2o)
|-> Kemenyan...
And so he ( the Ustaz ) read some few words dari Al-Quran and what not. He said jgn percaya sangat what he said tapi InsyaAllah - 3 days 3 nights 'the thing' will keluar from me provided I do these:
|-> 7 batang sayur keladi - 3 dimasak, 2 disebat sebelum tidur and 2 disebat esok pagi waktu Subuh - Sebat pulak at the area belakang yang sakit tu. Sebat is tibai, kan?
|-> 7 helai dauh sirih - malam nih makan satu dauh sirih bersama dengan pinang, the remaining 6 buat sebagai ubat sapu dibahagian belakang.
|-> Air tu minum jer sesuka hati - tapi kalau dah nak habis, tambah kan jer the water, penuhkan balik.
|-> Kemenyan - just in case if I sakit sangat2 during the healing proses - tumbuk and add with water, sapu belakang kat tempat sakit tu.
Above all, waktu buat semua nih hendaklah begin with 7 kali Bismillah dan 7 kali selawat atas Junjungan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. *SIGH* Ontah lah. Mek buat jer lah sbb my granny and my mom and my uncle yer yer nak suruh berubat traditional way, kan? Tawakal jer la. Hopefully I will recover from this back pain.. since 2003. Hehe...and to think its only, INSYAALLAH gonna take me 3 days 3 nights to let "THE THING" out of my body... scarry huh? :)
Ok so that was that. Ptg tadik what did I do ek.. oh - balik rumah for lunch - then Zohor, then, oh gi amik that batang keladi kat rumah my auntie kat kampung mana tah - quite a drive - dah dedekat GURUN dah! MISS G! ko patut ade kalau tidak boleh kite gi makan KFC lagi!!! hehehe Then balik sibuk hantar my tarts to here and there lah. Oh then picked up my mom at the airport. No daddy didn't come back... OH THANK GOD! Nanti dia nyoknyetnyoknyek! Sentap! Then maghrib, lepas maghrib went to the ustaz punye umah thingie. And now am back - and ready to hit to pulau dudur... ZZZZZZZZZ ehehehe
Msged hari nih pun ala kadar jer. Wasn't really myself today - tah la apasal.. Hehehe. Maybe its different not having Miss G around to bitch around with her... WOMAN I MISS U! COME BACK LAH SOOONN!!!! Hehehehehehe
Oklah - I think I should stop ( I know some must be like "HURRAAYYYY LEA'S ENDING THE ENTRY ALREADY!!!") heheheheeh... I know, short - eh - tak der lah short sangat kan? But I guess from the 'ubat' tu I'm feeling a bit tired and sleepy. Oh dear Lord, Tuhan sekalian Alam - tidurlah aku dalam keadaan tenang untuk menghadapi hari esok dan menempuh dugaan Mu di muka bumi ini Ya Allah - AMIN.........
Goodnight peeps...
Assalamualaikum
Regards
Lea
Dream - last night!
Good morning peeps... *sigh*
Firstly - thank God I slept off well last night. Although at 3.30am I 'terkejut' dari mimpi yang nan-ado, suffering back pain again. Imagine? All of a sudden? U know? Like, tibe2 jer sakit. That was a bit weird, but not weird enough as this morning I started talking nonsense (said my granny who woke me up 6am) - Tah ape bende ke ape tah I was talking about "turunkan2 - buang terus" Ape tah - funny thing was, I didn't remember dreaming about anything?
So I prayed Subuh - skipped Quran, prepared breakfast for granny - got ready - went to the office quiet early. On the way to the office, while walking from car park to the office, in the office, up till now, was still thinking - sure meh I didn't think/dream of anything? Then why I was talking shitty nonsense when Mak Tok woke me up? Hmmmm... the thing is I couldn't recall a thing.
Oh well - that was that. Busy thinkin' and busy working made Lea terlupe nak do her morning entry.
Now that I tgh buat - I might as well say this. To those yang dah checked out my page, and letak posting comments semue tu, I say gazzilliionn thanks! Some were constructive some were plain normal. Thanks anyways.
Somethin' hit me this morning - about my ex and my ex best friend. You know, I think I'm so over and done with it. Seriously. I am sooo through of thinking about the things he did, the things she did. You know? Like - sure - they're happy now - keep it that way jer lah? Couldn't be bothered anyways - have my life to take care with. Why should even think? Plus - why should I be wasting my time thinking of them? Prayers to them hoping that they'll be happy - I guess thats what I will do. Its time to just sit back and take care of my life... hnmmmmmm yes... I think I'll do just about that....
To those two who I know might be readin' this - Happy happy happy and properous lifetime ahead ya. Though one of u two or both of u may have lied to me, also may deceived me, greatfully, well - congratulations. You had me fooled. Great job. Whatever you two may say or dwell upon me to the world, its ok. Say way you wanna say - doesnt gonna change anything anymore kot? Ppl have eyes and ears and they see and hear. I know I've been hearing a lot about you two - especially to my ex best friend, trust me, a lot have been talking bad about me? Hehehe - don't worry. You're just saying that in front of a mirror. A lot have been talking about you too sweetie. Oh but I do pray that you two will last forever. So - nothing on my side anymore - clean - clear - kapish - kaput, getto?
*sigh+smile* Haa... I feel refreshed... NOT! I think I'll just continue my work for the day... adios peeps!
Regards with less stress in my head now,
Lea
Firstly - thank God I slept off well last night. Although at 3.30am I 'terkejut' dari mimpi yang nan-ado, suffering back pain again. Imagine? All of a sudden? U know? Like, tibe2 jer sakit. That was a bit weird, but not weird enough as this morning I started talking nonsense (said my granny who woke me up 6am) - Tah ape bende ke ape tah I was talking about "turunkan2 - buang terus" Ape tah - funny thing was, I didn't remember dreaming about anything?
So I prayed Subuh - skipped Quran, prepared breakfast for granny - got ready - went to the office quiet early. On the way to the office, while walking from car park to the office, in the office, up till now, was still thinking - sure meh I didn't think/dream of anything? Then why I was talking shitty nonsense when Mak Tok woke me up? Hmmmm... the thing is I couldn't recall a thing.
Oh well - that was that. Busy thinkin' and busy working made Lea terlupe nak do her morning entry.
Now that I tgh buat - I might as well say this. To those yang dah checked out my page, and letak posting comments semue tu, I say gazzilliionn thanks! Some were constructive some were plain normal. Thanks anyways.
Somethin' hit me this morning - about my ex and my ex best friend. You know, I think I'm so over and done with it. Seriously. I am sooo through of thinking about the things he did, the things she did. You know? Like - sure - they're happy now - keep it that way jer lah? Couldn't be bothered anyways - have my life to take care with. Why should even think? Plus - why should I be wasting my time thinking of them? Prayers to them hoping that they'll be happy - I guess thats what I will do. Its time to just sit back and take care of my life... hnmmmmmm yes... I think I'll do just about that....
To those two who I know might be readin' this - Happy happy happy and properous lifetime ahead ya. Though one of u two or both of u may have lied to me, also may deceived me, greatfully, well - congratulations. You had me fooled. Great job. Whatever you two may say or dwell upon me to the world, its ok. Say way you wanna say - doesnt gonna change anything anymore kot? Ppl have eyes and ears and they see and hear. I know I've been hearing a lot about you two - especially to my ex best friend, trust me, a lot have been talking bad about me? Hehehe - don't worry. You're just saying that in front of a mirror. A lot have been talking about you too sweetie. Oh but I do pray that you two will last forever. So - nothing on my side anymore - clean - clear - kapish - kaput, getto?
*sigh+smile* Haa... I feel refreshed... NOT! I think I'll just continue my work for the day... adios peeps!
Regards with less stress in my head now,
Lea
1001 Looks - YES! New Images! New Page Layout!!!
Dearest all,
After some 2 hours work - with Adope Photoshop, Facelink.com, Notepad, MyGen v1.1 and Myspace.com - I FINALLY DID IT! A new look on my page!!! YES! I finally found the right coding! But the highlight of this new page has got to be my new inserted area just after "I'd Like To Meet" section, just before 'Numbers of friends that I have' box... ||+|[L]ea_[L]aurie||e|+||-1001 Looks! Check it out peeps!
Alex, thank you so much for your comments. And Khairuls' too! But sadly guys, as what I wrote in my previos blog entry, it's either you don't comment anything or if you still wanna comment (which I highly suggest), pls submit your comments as usual, BUT I will keep it in my INBOX first, because, if I DO publish/approve it, it won't come out in the comment area. THIS ONLY HAPPENS 4 blog comments - comments for pics and page, still goin' on just fine. Hmmm, maybe I should work for Tom. I do good with this explainations thingie... heheheh
NEWS OF THE DAY - granny had some a'lim ulama' friends from masjid (male lah obviously), she arranged with my uncle (langsung I don't know anything about this) for this one particular Ustaz to come and see me regarding my backpain - NO I didn't agree upon it, if Mak Tok told me earlier la kan. But since dia (that Ustaz) dah terpacak depan mek, takkan I wanna say no? So go on jer lah walaupun I tak percaya sangat kampung medications nih tapi memandangkan he's an Ustaz (highly respected in the state and also I believe, he's different from those pawangs, dukuns and what not since this Ustaz is practically nearer to God... ) so I go along jer lah... After this and that (me cutting the story short) after askin' me how I jatuh dalam flight la (the cause of my back injury) and what not; so lepas dia dah tanye semue tu, tetibe dia tanye me this (Conversation was fully in MALAY but I rojakkan sikit with English la haaa here? My style maaaaa)
Ustaz: Waktu kerje dulu ade tak anyone who fancied u?
Me: (NAK JE I ANSWER - ALOT! HEHEHE) Tak der kot - don't think so.
Ustaz: Jawab betoi2... kalau ada cakap. Atuk tak suka say something before u, takut salah (Oh yes peeps, I call him Atuk... everyone does)
Me: Ish seingat-ingatnya tak dak lah pulak. Kenapa Atuk tanya?
Ustaz: Ada lah sebab why I ask.
Then he continued explaining - I was the kind of crew (while back in MAS la kan) yang kerje non-stop; if its a night flight, I will work all night, until I see the sun goes up - example la. Dlm simpler words, I was a hardworking crew. And someone "FANCIED" me meaning to say - someone ENVIED ME SO MUCH! THAT'S WHY HE/SHE DID SOMETHING TO ME TO FEEL THE PAIN! The pain didn't come from that injury I had during the severe air-turbulance case. It was THIS voodoo-hit-needles-to-my-pics-to-make-me-sick THAT kinddof thing. No wonder after constant physiotherapy, nan ado jadik apa apa - x-ray pun showed nothing severe sangat2, but I STILL feel the pain- NO WONDER LAH! Ade orang buat rupernye. And this Atuk added;
Ustaz: You loved the job, yes?
ME: YES
Ustaz: You felt the pain, yes?
ME: YES
Ustaz: You wanted to continue you contract at first, YES?
ME: YES
Ustaz: But suddenly during the end-of-contract interview, instead of answering YES to the q "would you like to renew your contract" YOU WENT AND ANSWER, NO, CORRECT???!?!?!?!
ME: YES - confused... NO WONDER LAH!
I mean I'm not INTO this 100% - I mean I still believed that all this has been writen in my book of fate. God had me to say NO as writen - and so I didn't continue the contract - that didn't bother me that much. But someone backstabbed me and did some -BOMOH-SIAM-thingie on me, THAT I CANNOT TOLERATE!!!!! Hmmmmm... Berubat nearly 2 1/2 hours jugak, from 8.30pm till 11pm... -well, lets just say, PERJUANGAN belum selesai. I can't go on - so Ustaz to continue with the healing and getting 'the-thing' out of my body, tomorrow. And the scarry part was when he told me, that, the healing process, the process of taking 'it' out from me, what the Siamese whoever gave to me tu, my GOD help me - it's gonna be one-helllava-ride-to hell of pain!!!! Which would probably be tomorrow or the day after -depending when's the last day of the treatment as the Ustaz say, the pain-side-effect will only take place after he finishes off some readings with the Quran on me... eww.. scarry huh? Something's in me - no wonder am not well at times tapi bile gi doctor, doctor just cakap 'angin' tu kat your tulang belakang tu... that's all.. DUH!!!?
Oh well - we'll just have to wait and see lor...
And yes, I whispered at him asking all my shitty things happened throughout last year and this two months of this year alone, was it due to this Siam 'gifto' in me? YOU KNOW WHAT HE ANSWERED??? That 'GIFT' in, ruined everything since 2004. No wonder last year was a big NO NO for me and this year alone pun, cheh.. talk about two months in 2005 - PUN seksa!!!
Tonight - as he said I would, the Ustaz cakap, I WILL DREAM of something - ie name, or a reflection or something, indicating either the truth or vice versa... NOW I'm getting scared to go to bed and dream.. hmmmmmmm
Oh well - mean time - let me know what you guys think of my new designed page ya??? COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT!!!! ;p
*Yawwwwwnniiinnggsss* Yes peeps - it's 2AM! Shit! I'm working somemore tomorrow.. haiyak! Ekekekeeke.. Got to go now.. zzzzzz!!!
Regards with love,
Sleepy Lea...
Dear God - take good care of me pls; I'm weak, I'm only human, your creation. Let me sleep in peace and wake up fresh in the morning. Amin Ya Robbal'alamin...
After some 2 hours work - with Adope Photoshop, Facelink.com, Notepad, MyGen v1.1 and Myspace.com - I FINALLY DID IT! A new look on my page!!! YES! I finally found the right coding! But the highlight of this new page has got to be my new inserted area just after "I'd Like To Meet" section, just before 'Numbers of friends that I have' box... ||+|[L]ea_[L]aurie||e|+||-1001 Looks! Check it out peeps!
Alex, thank you so much for your comments. And Khairuls' too! But sadly guys, as what I wrote in my previos blog entry, it's either you don't comment anything or if you still wanna comment (which I highly suggest), pls submit your comments as usual, BUT I will keep it in my INBOX first, because, if I DO publish/approve it, it won't come out in the comment area. THIS ONLY HAPPENS 4 blog comments - comments for pics and page, still goin' on just fine. Hmmm, maybe I should work for Tom. I do good with this explainations thingie... heheheh
NEWS OF THE DAY - granny had some a'lim ulama' friends from masjid (male lah obviously), she arranged with my uncle (langsung I don't know anything about this) for this one particular Ustaz to come and see me regarding my backpain - NO I didn't agree upon it, if Mak Tok told me earlier la kan. But since dia (that Ustaz) dah terpacak depan mek, takkan I wanna say no? So go on jer lah walaupun I tak percaya sangat kampung medications nih tapi memandangkan he's an Ustaz (highly respected in the state and also I believe, he's different from those pawangs, dukuns and what not since this Ustaz is practically nearer to God... ) so I go along jer lah... After this and that (me cutting the story short) after askin' me how I jatuh dalam flight la (the cause of my back injury) and what not; so lepas dia dah tanye semue tu, tetibe dia tanye me this (Conversation was fully in MALAY but I rojakkan sikit with English la haaa here? My style maaaaa)
Ustaz: Waktu kerje dulu ade tak anyone who fancied u?
Me: (NAK JE I ANSWER - ALOT! HEHEHE) Tak der kot - don't think so.
Ustaz: Jawab betoi2... kalau ada cakap. Atuk tak suka say something before u, takut salah (Oh yes peeps, I call him Atuk... everyone does)
Me: Ish seingat-ingatnya tak dak lah pulak. Kenapa Atuk tanya?
Ustaz: Ada lah sebab why I ask.
Then he continued explaining - I was the kind of crew (while back in MAS la kan) yang kerje non-stop; if its a night flight, I will work all night, until I see the sun goes up - example la. Dlm simpler words, I was a hardworking crew. And someone "FANCIED" me meaning to say - someone ENVIED ME SO MUCH! THAT'S WHY HE/SHE DID SOMETHING TO ME TO FEEL THE PAIN! The pain didn't come from that injury I had during the severe air-turbulance case. It was THIS voodoo-hit-needles-to-my-pics-to-make-me-sick THAT kinddof thing. No wonder after constant physiotherapy, nan ado jadik apa apa - x-ray pun showed nothing severe sangat2, but I STILL feel the pain- NO WONDER LAH! Ade orang buat rupernye. And this Atuk added;
Ustaz: You loved the job, yes?
ME: YES
Ustaz: You felt the pain, yes?
ME: YES
Ustaz: You wanted to continue you contract at first, YES?
ME: YES
Ustaz: But suddenly during the end-of-contract interview, instead of answering YES to the q "would you like to renew your contract" YOU WENT AND ANSWER, NO, CORRECT???!?!?!?!
ME: YES - confused... NO WONDER LAH!
I mean I'm not INTO this 100% - I mean I still believed that all this has been writen in my book of fate. God had me to say NO as writen - and so I didn't continue the contract - that didn't bother me that much. But someone backstabbed me and did some -BOMOH-SIAM-thingie on me, THAT I CANNOT TOLERATE!!!!! Hmmmmm... Berubat nearly 2 1/2 hours jugak, from 8.30pm till 11pm... -well, lets just say, PERJUANGAN belum selesai. I can't go on - so Ustaz to continue with the healing and getting 'the-thing' out of my body, tomorrow. And the scarry part was when he told me, that, the healing process, the process of taking 'it' out from me, what the Siamese whoever gave to me tu, my GOD help me - it's gonna be one-helllava-ride-to hell of pain!!!! Which would probably be tomorrow or the day after -depending when's the last day of the treatment as the Ustaz say, the pain-side-effect will only take place after he finishes off some readings with the Quran on me... eww.. scarry huh? Something's in me - no wonder am not well at times tapi bile gi doctor, doctor just cakap 'angin' tu kat your tulang belakang tu... that's all.. DUH!!!?
Oh well - we'll just have to wait and see lor...
And yes, I whispered at him asking all my shitty things happened throughout last year and this two months of this year alone, was it due to this Siam 'gifto' in me? YOU KNOW WHAT HE ANSWERED??? That 'GIFT' in, ruined everything since 2004. No wonder last year was a big NO NO for me and this year alone pun, cheh.. talk about two months in 2005 - PUN seksa!!!
Tonight - as he said I would, the Ustaz cakap, I WILL DREAM of something - ie name, or a reflection or something, indicating either the truth or vice versa... NOW I'm getting scared to go to bed and dream.. hmmmmmmm
Oh well - mean time - let me know what you guys think of my new designed page ya??? COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT!!!! ;p
*Yawwwwwnniiinnggsss* Yes peeps - it's 2AM! Shit! I'm working somemore tomorrow.. haiyak! Ekekekeeke.. Got to go now.. zzzzzz!!!
Regards with love,
Sleepy Lea...
Dear God - take good care of me pls; I'm weak, I'm only human, your creation. Let me sleep in peace and wake up fresh in the morning. Amin Ya Robbal'alamin...
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
There's just too much that time cannot erase
*Pls continue reading - there's more after this "My Immortal" lyrics*
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Looking at the lyrics *sigh* It's just soo, soo, so me... :( It is sooo me in many examples like - me and my ex case thingie. Seriously folks. I'm soooo over and done with him. SERIOUS. There's no other man that I currently hate except him, tapi, A PINCH of me still Ade teringat kat dia. I WOULD NOT LIE, so biar lah apa org nak kata janji I say the truth. Yes - I admit, AT TIMES ade gak teringat tapi it hurts jugak teringat tu, so much as it hurts knowing that I dengan dia nothing already. Oh fudge...
Then theres another example. Imagine even after dah nak msuk 2 years after the crowning, at times, terasa jugak about losing a competition to a friend. Memang lah not much of a deal but to me it is... tah la. Emo mood kadang2 datang, scarry jugak to myself tgk my own perangai but kadang2 tu, terasa jugak pedih kalah especially when u wanted to win... and after 2 years plus after the event, yes, terasa a bit tu still bile ade some issues dibangkitkan... bukan tak puas hati just, terasa... :(
Then... there's the wounds about me leaving all my glory days behind - I missed it, merajuk still - sakit hati still, but I missed it. I missed the limelite the glory the fame the popularity.. tah lah. Sometimes bile looking through my albums - I can even cry...
*sigh* Signing off from work and also from Myspace for now. Catch you guys later tonight, if I'm back into a hyper bitch! If not, I'll see you guys with yet another pathetic entry tomorrow morning....ASSALAMUALAIKUM
Regards
With much pain and tears
:L:E:A:
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Looking at the lyrics *sigh* It's just soo, soo, so me... :( It is sooo me in many examples like - me and my ex case thingie. Seriously folks. I'm soooo over and done with him. SERIOUS. There's no other man that I currently hate except him, tapi, A PINCH of me still Ade teringat kat dia. I WOULD NOT LIE, so biar lah apa org nak kata janji I say the truth. Yes - I admit, AT TIMES ade gak teringat tapi it hurts jugak teringat tu, so much as it hurts knowing that I dengan dia nothing already. Oh fudge...
Then theres another example. Imagine even after dah nak msuk 2 years after the crowning, at times, terasa jugak about losing a competition to a friend. Memang lah not much of a deal but to me it is... tah la. Emo mood kadang2 datang, scarry jugak to myself tgk my own perangai but kadang2 tu, terasa jugak pedih kalah especially when u wanted to win... and after 2 years plus after the event, yes, terasa a bit tu still bile ade some issues dibangkitkan... bukan tak puas hati just, terasa... :(
Then... there's the wounds about me leaving all my glory days behind - I missed it, merajuk still - sakit hati still, but I missed it. I missed the limelite the glory the fame the popularity.. tah lah. Sometimes bile looking through my albums - I can even cry...
*sigh* Signing off from work and also from Myspace for now. Catch you guys later tonight, if I'm back into a hyper bitch! If not, I'll see you guys with yet another pathetic entry tomorrow morning....ASSALAMUALAIKUM
Regards
With much pain and tears
:L:E:A:
Monday, February 21, 2005
A come back on April 3rd???
A come back on April 3rd!?!?!? I don't think sooo........
There's gonna be this contest, Miss World Universe 2005 on April 3rd, 2005 (venue am not that sure but somewhere in KL) - and A LOT, I do mean, A LOT of my fellow diva and queeeeenly friends requested me to attend the function and make a come back. Some even threatened me - ehehehe - YES VALERI! If you're reading this, IT'S YOU! Hehehe... rememeber your "You better be there, OR ELSE?" ehehehee. Ooops.. did I just mentioned names?
I wish April 3rd 2005 is actually January 1st 2006 - THAT would be a sweeeelllll time for me to make a comeback. But after a disappearing act, sudden 'gone-by-the-wind' drama act, in January, and then make a comeback in April!?!?!?! I doubt it'll make an entry! *YES MISS G WE ARRRRRRRREEE TALKING ABOUT ME MAKING A GRAND COME BACK! - Which reminds me WHY AREN'T YOU ANSWERING MY SMS!?!?!?! I'm at the office still and should be picking my granny from the hospital later by 11am - and no news from you yet!?*
So anyways regarding the come back. I do return to KL on family matters and maybe just a day or two occasional trip thingie - but leaving my granny for a few days plus weeks, I don't think so. It seemed that I have a lot of ppl to meet up in KL (jgn sebut bab myspace friends... I have to do aaaaaaaaaaaaa lot of meeeting ups!) but the thing here is this. I came back to Kedah unknown to me that it was a trap set up for me to work for my dad - BUT it turned out to be GREAT to be here since I get to relax, cool down, clear my names from those mean nasty ppl in KL and PLUS I get to take care of my granny! What else could I ask for? I know a lot of shits happened to me for the couple of months before 2004 ended and still some shits happened in 2005 - BUT THEN AGAIN I'M doin' quiet ok now. Gimme some more time peeps to enjoy this - 2006 isn't that far from now. I'll be back... and when I do... I'd say "Move away people! MAKE WAY FOR THE QUEEN TO DO HER RE-ENTRY!!!!"
Regards
LEA
There's gonna be this contest, Miss World Universe 2005 on April 3rd, 2005 (venue am not that sure but somewhere in KL) - and A LOT, I do mean, A LOT of my fellow diva and queeeeenly friends requested me to attend the function and make a come back. Some even threatened me - ehehehe - YES VALERI! If you're reading this, IT'S YOU! Hehehe... rememeber your "You better be there, OR ELSE?" ehehehee. Ooops.. did I just mentioned names?
I wish April 3rd 2005 is actually January 1st 2006 - THAT would be a sweeeelllll time for me to make a comeback. But after a disappearing act, sudden 'gone-by-the-wind' drama act, in January, and then make a comeback in April!?!?!?! I doubt it'll make an entry! *YES MISS G WE ARRRRRRRREEE TALKING ABOUT ME MAKING A GRAND COME BACK! - Which reminds me WHY AREN'T YOU ANSWERING MY SMS!?!?!?! I'm at the office still and should be picking my granny from the hospital later by 11am - and no news from you yet!?*
So anyways regarding the come back. I do return to KL on family matters and maybe just a day or two occasional trip thingie - but leaving my granny for a few days plus weeks, I don't think so. It seemed that I have a lot of ppl to meet up in KL (jgn sebut bab myspace friends... I have to do aaaaaaaaaaaaa lot of meeeting ups!) but the thing here is this. I came back to Kedah unknown to me that it was a trap set up for me to work for my dad - BUT it turned out to be GREAT to be here since I get to relax, cool down, clear my names from those mean nasty ppl in KL and PLUS I get to take care of my granny! What else could I ask for? I know a lot of shits happened to me for the couple of months before 2004 ended and still some shits happened in 2005 - BUT THEN AGAIN I'M doin' quiet ok now. Gimme some more time peeps to enjoy this - 2006 isn't that far from now. I'll be back... and when I do... I'd say "Move away people! MAKE WAY FOR THE QUEEN TO DO HER RE-ENTRY!!!!"
Regards
LEA
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Girls day out - Miss L and Miss G!!!
Dearest blog readers and viewers,
Today; hectic is the word. Picked up Miss G at the exclusive RM3.00 bus-ride terminal; ehehehe... she was simple, so I looked better I guess. And so we went straight for lunch - yes I berbuka half way. Tak tergamak see kawan makan sorang2. Kesian dia. So I joined also... ehehehe. Eat talk eat talk - ngumpat - the usual activity for two ex beauty queens... (PS - Miss G was also a beauty queen... in 2003. She kalahkan me, unexpectedly! I got third and she won RM1000 first prize - well, this is MY BLOG, MY LIFE, MY STORY - dinch la kan citer pasal kejayaan Miss G tu? Aiyoh! Dia buat hyperlink to CD's blog regarding her winning moments and q/a tu, habislah mek!) So anyways after sedap menjamu selera ( mek yang belanja dia tau... eheehehe walhal iyer iyer jer wanted her to belanja in the first place tapi memandangkan I nih baik, belanja lah sekali sekala. She did her share waktu me went to see her in Gurun tu, she already belanja me KFC maaaah? Eheheh.. kire adil la kan? ;p) So anyways, after lunch, me and her pusing2 kejap around town before heading to our Mak Ayam Besar Kedah's boutique/salon - Miss N (Nabilla Natasha Neffreffruitti - Miss G, kelas nama tak nama Mak Ayam Nabila?Ehehe) We went there initially wanna do facials - despite the "FRIENDS FOREVER" thingie all over our faces, kan Miss G? Tapi after watching my Miss World Diva 2004 Pageant VCD, Miss G got sooo into it that she said "Ah nevermind the facials - I wanna enjoy watching this beautiful Miss Dominican Repulic - I so much adore her. I wanna be just like her when I grow up.." Those words were from her and I felt truly honored, moved, saddened and touched... awww... HEHEHEH!
Then after some hoo haa hee hoi here and there, me sent Miss G back - No not to Gurun just to the exclusive 5-star bus terminal - and off she went back... jalan lenggang lenggok mak limah from my car to the bus.. ehehehe.. cute! OMG! Did I just say that she's cute!?! EEEWW!
So I went back - slept off after Qada my Zohor and did my Asar - tidur saaaaampai I got up for 'berbuka' i.e dinner - mak tok was talking about something - I just couldn't be bothered. I was more concerned about the sms from that guy I told you guys about...
"I wish I could talk till the end of the day, but now I'm running out of things to say. So I'll end by the line you already know, I miss you more than what I could show..."
Awwww Miss G! Isn't this abfab!?!?!? *Mek tahu Miss G tgh kumpul points nak kutuk mek balik dalam comment area! Ehehehehe*
So anyways, after dinner- cleaned up kitchen as usual. Then Cinderella did her Maghrib prayers and prayed Miss G will get into Top 6 MWU2005... ehehe.. then am back online.. :) Oh wait - Do I smell something burning???? BE RIGHT BACK!
10 minutes later - BACK!
Smelled something burning but I guess it's just my nose... Hmmmmm
Ok so - the moral of the entry is this - Miss G! I HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL AFTERNOON WITH YOU GIRL - from the bottom of my heart. Although you brought no rain... but still, your visit was good enough. We should do this more often you know. Maybe catch a movie or something.. ehehehe
Oh well - enough "AWARD WINNING ACCEPTANCE SPEECH" thingie... I wanna go online chatting tonight! Hopefully - I'l bump into HIM!...eekekekeke
Regards peeps... and Miss G - do your best! NO NO NO! Not for MISS WORLD UNIVERSE u silly cunt! I meant, COMMENT! MAK TAHU KO BANYAK NAK CARUTS MEK BALIK after reading alllllll my weekend entries yang banyak cakap pasal ko. Saje mek propar u girl- like- you're now, a MYSTERY GIRL who is somewhat a close friend with Miss Lea Laurielle a.k.a Miss L ex Miss Malaysia.. ekeke.. tetap nak menangkan diri sendirik itieeww! EhehehehE
Bye peeps! I'll see you guys with another hot newspaper review entry tomorrow!!!
LEA LAURIELLE
Today; hectic is the word. Picked up Miss G at the exclusive RM3.00 bus-ride terminal; ehehehe... she was simple, so I looked better I guess. And so we went straight for lunch - yes I berbuka half way. Tak tergamak see kawan makan sorang2. Kesian dia. So I joined also... ehehehe. Eat talk eat talk - ngumpat - the usual activity for two ex beauty queens... (PS - Miss G was also a beauty queen... in 2003. She kalahkan me, unexpectedly! I got third and she won RM1000 first prize - well, this is MY BLOG, MY LIFE, MY STORY - dinch la kan citer pasal kejayaan Miss G tu? Aiyoh! Dia buat hyperlink to CD's blog regarding her winning moments and q/a tu, habislah mek!) So anyways after sedap menjamu selera ( mek yang belanja dia tau... eheehehe walhal iyer iyer jer wanted her to belanja in the first place tapi memandangkan I nih baik, belanja lah sekali sekala. She did her share waktu me went to see her in Gurun tu, she already belanja me KFC maaaah? Eheheh.. kire adil la kan? ;p) So anyways, after lunch, me and her pusing2 kejap around town before heading to our Mak Ayam Besar Kedah's boutique/salon - Miss N (Nabilla Natasha Neffreffruitti - Miss G, kelas nama tak nama Mak Ayam Nabila?Ehehe) We went there initially wanna do facials - despite the "FRIENDS FOREVER" thingie all over our faces, kan Miss G? Tapi after watching my Miss World Diva 2004 Pageant VCD, Miss G got sooo into it that she said "Ah nevermind the facials - I wanna enjoy watching this beautiful Miss Dominican Repulic - I so much adore her. I wanna be just like her when I grow up.." Those words were from her and I felt truly honored, moved, saddened and touched... awww... HEHEHEH!
Then after some hoo haa hee hoi here and there, me sent Miss G back - No not to Gurun just to the exclusive 5-star bus terminal - and off she went back... jalan lenggang lenggok mak limah from my car to the bus.. ehehehe.. cute! OMG! Did I just say that she's cute!?! EEEWW!
So I went back - slept off after Qada my Zohor and did my Asar - tidur saaaaampai I got up for 'berbuka' i.e dinner - mak tok was talking about something - I just couldn't be bothered. I was more concerned about the sms from that guy I told you guys about...
"I wish I could talk till the end of the day, but now I'm running out of things to say. So I'll end by the line you already know, I miss you more than what I could show..."
Awwww Miss G! Isn't this abfab!?!?!? *Mek tahu Miss G tgh kumpul points nak kutuk mek balik dalam comment area! Ehehehehe*
So anyways, after dinner- cleaned up kitchen as usual. Then Cinderella did her Maghrib prayers and prayed Miss G will get into Top 6 MWU2005... ehehe.. then am back online.. :) Oh wait - Do I smell something burning???? BE RIGHT BACK!
10 minutes later - BACK!
Smelled something burning but I guess it's just my nose... Hmmmmm
Ok so - the moral of the entry is this - Miss G! I HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL AFTERNOON WITH YOU GIRL - from the bottom of my heart. Although you brought no rain... but still, your visit was good enough. We should do this more often you know. Maybe catch a movie or something.. ehehehe
Oh well - enough "AWARD WINNING ACCEPTANCE SPEECH" thingie... I wanna go online chatting tonight! Hopefully - I'l bump into HIM!...eekekekeke
Regards peeps... and Miss G - do your best! NO NO NO! Not for MISS WORLD UNIVERSE u silly cunt! I meant, COMMENT! MAK TAHU KO BANYAK NAK CARUTS MEK BALIK after reading alllllll my weekend entries yang banyak cakap pasal ko. Saje mek propar u girl- like- you're now, a MYSTERY GIRL who is somewhat a close friend with Miss Lea Laurielle a.k.a Miss L ex Miss Malaysia.. ekeke.. tetap nak menangkan diri sendirik itieeww! EhehehehE
Bye peeps! I'll see you guys with another hot newspaper review entry tomorrow!!!
LEA LAURIELLE
I think I have sleeping problems...
Dearest blog readers and viewers...
Last night I must have tossed and turned for more than 5 minutes, and the next thing I know... there! BOOOM!!! 10 hours later! I'm WIDE AWAKE! I think I may have to see a doctor about it. I thought I just slept for less than 10 minutes... hmmmmm... sleeping disorder... what's next? HEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHE
Last night I must have tossed and turned for more than 5 minutes, and the next thing I know... there! BOOOM!!! 10 hours later! I'm WIDE AWAKE! I think I may have to see a doctor about it. I thought I just slept for less than 10 minutes... hmmmmm... sleeping disorder... what's next? HEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHE
Saturday, February 19, 2005
There's really only one thing you need to do if you want me..
You want me? You need me? READ THIS :-
I think we got a problem,
We need to work it out,
I know you understand just what I'm talking about,
This one-sided relationship,
Well Baby it's not for me,
I hope that I could open up your eyes and make you see,
That you got to spend some time,
You have to prove to me in every way that you're mine,
If you want a girl who's true,
There's really only one thing you can do...
What?
You don't need a lot of money,
You don't need a fancy car,
Thriller words like "I LOVE YOU",
That would really go far,
You don't need to buy me diamonds,
From a store like Cartier,
I just want to know whether you'll give your heart,
And let it be that way...
Don't think something's wrong with me,
But I never dreamed that this was how love should be,
Wanna know whether you really tried?
You did your best to keep me satisfied...
But to get me and my love,
There's really only one thing you can do...
BE GOOD TO ME,
Because that's what it's all about,
BE GOOD TO ME,
We'll work it out,
BE GOOD TO ME,
Is it asking for too much?
A gentle kiss, a tender touch,
A promise that you will
BE GOOD TO ME...
I think we got a problem,
We need to work it out,
I know you understand just what I'm talking about,
This one-sided relationship,
Well Baby it's not for me,
I hope that I could open up your eyes and make you see,
That you got to spend some time,
You have to prove to me in every way that you're mine,
If you want a girl who's true,
There's really only one thing you can do...
What?
You don't need a lot of money,
You don't need a fancy car,
Thriller words like "I LOVE YOU",
That would really go far,
You don't need to buy me diamonds,
From a store like Cartier,
I just want to know whether you'll give your heart,
And let it be that way...
Don't think something's wrong with me,
But I never dreamed that this was how love should be,
Wanna know whether you really tried?
You did your best to keep me satisfied...
But to get me and my love,
There's really only one thing you can do...
BE GOOD TO ME,
Because that's what it's all about,
BE GOOD TO ME,
We'll work it out,
BE GOOD TO ME,
Is it asking for too much?
A gentle kiss, a tender touch,
A promise that you will
BE GOOD TO ME...
Friday, February 18, 2005
Advice...
February 18th, 2005 - 6.47AM
Dearest blog readers,
We've adviced people on how to face reality, how to handle situations and stuffs like that. But have we ever adviced our own self? I would - this morning. So Lea, this is for you... :)
Lea,
Now it's you against the world,
Worry not -
Stand up,
You can make it...
The world is cold,
You stand alone,
You stry to keep up ahead and head up high,
But someone always try to bring you down,
Worry not -
You can do it...
But don't give up the fight,
Give it everything you can give,
If you find a wrong you can make it right,
Because its only one life to live...
You can make it,
Feel the power deep inside,
Try to cast your fears aside,
Hessitation only gets in the way,
You can do it,
Don't you ever doubt,
Somehow you will work it out,
So believe everything you say,
Believe everything you believed in...
You can make it,
You can find the way...
Sometimes you're down,
And times are bad,
Success just seems so far away,
But don't you ever lose your faith and dream,
No mountain you can't climb,
There's no river you can't swim,
There's a feeling waiting to capture you,
Open your heart and let it in...
It's a 'dog-eat-dog' what people say,
Compassion don't exist today,
Just look around what do you see,
Do you see anything concerning humanity,
But do believe in the Golden Rule,
To believe in the things you believe doen't make you a fool,
It's a fact, not a lie,
You can make it if you only try...
Regards,
Me
Dearest blog readers,
We've adviced people on how to face reality, how to handle situations and stuffs like that. But have we ever adviced our own self? I would - this morning. So Lea, this is for you... :)
Lea,
Now it's you against the world,
Worry not -
Stand up,
You can make it...
The world is cold,
You stand alone,
You stry to keep up ahead and head up high,
But someone always try to bring you down,
Worry not -
You can do it...
But don't give up the fight,
Give it everything you can give,
If you find a wrong you can make it right,
Because its only one life to live...
You can make it,
Feel the power deep inside,
Try to cast your fears aside,
Hessitation only gets in the way,
You can do it,
Don't you ever doubt,
Somehow you will work it out,
So believe everything you say,
Believe everything you believed in...
You can make it,
You can find the way...
Sometimes you're down,
And times are bad,
Success just seems so far away,
But don't you ever lose your faith and dream,
No mountain you can't climb,
There's no river you can't swim,
There's a feeling waiting to capture you,
Open your heart and let it in...
It's a 'dog-eat-dog' what people say,
Compassion don't exist today,
Just look around what do you see,
Do you see anything concerning humanity,
But do believe in the Golden Rule,
To believe in the things you believe doen't make you a fool,
It's a fact, not a lie,
You can make it if you only try...
Regards,
Me
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
~I have sinned~
February 16th, 2005 - Wednesday, 12:16AM
Ladies and gentlemen, babies and elephants...
I HAVE SINNED
YES YES I have sinned... er, what sin? Got! Let me tell you now...
It's 16th February?
And my last entry was...??? Yes, 14th February???
WHAT!?! Still don't get it. Clues given - now do your maths peeps!
Still don't get it??? Hmmm... ok ok OK! Another clue...
According to the book of law - 'Law for Addicted Blog Writers', pls turn to page 3989 section 20091, paragraph 10 - he or she or shehe or heshe (yes that's a tongue twister, slippery little tongue suckers) who is committed to write blogs at least twice a day, who does not fulfill that duty - shall be declared - committed a sin/crime/juvinile or whatever you wanna call it!!! Hehehe. And so, I've committed a biiiiggg huuggeee mistake!
Sorry peeps! I guess I was a bit too tied up with work and some social matters. Great introduction to my comeback blog entry huh? (Miss G- See.. I told you I can still use the subject! HAHAHA)
Oh well. Let me see. My last entry was on Valentines day, morning. So meaning to say, I didn't write ANYTHING yesterday (15th Feb) - Woooo! That is soooo not me! I mean, I do have tons and gazillion news to tell (walhal, ade ke gazillion? Hmmmm) but I don't seem to have the time yesterday... probably busy doin' some teaching to Miss G - Yes peeps. She required me to spend a lot of my time to teach her how to... ermm... hmmm.. How to ermm.. hmmm! Oh yes *giggles a bit* I was busy teaching her how to read the newspapers at her office in Naza Motors *ooppss - I mentioned NAMES again*. Why I teach her? Well - it's about time someone teaches that Miss G how to read papers. She's worrying me. She's depending so much on my newspaper reviews that when I didnt write - she's go like, "HELP ME! LEA DIDN'T DO HER DAILY NEWSPAPER REVIEW! I THINK I'M GONNA BE SICK! I THINK I'M GOING TO DIE! OH MY GOD! HELP ME! I THINK I NEED MY PHOTOGRAPHER AND MY EDITOR FRIEND FROM ELLE MAG!!!". So I got to teach her to GO OUT, BUY NEWSPAPERS, and READ!!! *Wink wink- this msg also brought to YOU (whoever yang terasa lah) by Lea Laurielle - Don't count on my reviews so much - I might just not write again.. ekekekekek BE INDEPENDENT I SAY!! Ehehehehee...
Yes - I'm doin' fine. I'm ok. Thanks for askin'. Well, remembered about Valentines day? Something happened... during the evening, I met someone, ACCIDENTLY, when I was running / jogging... he was someone, yang, looked better than 2 3 years ago. He drives a bigger wigger cow now.. EH! I MEANT CAR... hmmm... ehehe.. I was like erm, well, seeing him back then. Just seeing, nothing more nothing less. He was nice and STILL is. He is NOW working/staying in KEDAH (WHOOPEEYYY ANOTHER PERSON TO JOIN THE CLUB - "LET'S GET SICKO AND WIERDO LIVING HERE IN KEDAH" club...) We jogged for like 1/2 an hour. Then as I wanted to go back, he asked me out for dinner- I said no can do, but I could go out for A DRINK after Isya'. And so we did. It was very nice evening - we talked - we laughed - I cursed him.. ehehe.. occasionally ( TAHU TAHU JER LAH OUR MOLOTS KAN MISS G!?! TAMBAHAN MISS G- lagik kuar cursing caruts maruts setan gondol dia! Ehehehe). We had some drinks, smoked a bit, and THAT WAS IT! YES. NO MORE than a drink date out. And what happened next? Shhhyy.. don't tell anyone I told you guys this.. NOTHING HAPPENED! Duh!? It IS Kedah, not the KL!?!? If in KL, we might ended up in.. NO! (MISS G! STOP MAKING STORIES! NOT ENDED UP IN BED LA!! PERVERT! I MEANT me and him MIGHT just ended with Movie watching ke... clubbing ke... lepak here or there ke.. stuff like that lah!) So that was it. Dia balik... I also, balik lah...
Today - I meant, yesterday, Tuesday 15th, we msged a bit - he said HIE I said Holla... he asked me how am I doin- I answered FINE thanks how about you? GOD! NO NEED LAH DETAILS KAN?
So ASIDE from that, I HAVE been busy with work. Seriously. Remember those chinese couple who wanted to go Europe? Confirmed - April. The government ppl/group tu also - errr.. wait, oh that one KIV dulu. Mesti survey tempat / agency lain dulu... chit! Ekekekeke... Aside from that also, my tart business is going well - except that agent in Gurun/ Guaq Chempedak/NAZA MOTORS tu lah. Dinch know how to promote my lovely tarts! hehehehehe
Oh well - I think I talked tooo much already (YESS MISS G - you can agree that I TALK to much - I admit it.. I do.. Ehehehee). Be sure to read my next entry which will probably be in here , in like, less tham 9 hours from now? :) Take care peeps! be good!
PS - Zen - you havent commentted on my TOURISM entry - the assignment YOU gave me, REMEMBER?
PS - Miss G - I'll see u online later yah yah! I WANT MY CDS biatch! and yes you can have my dresses for MWU2005! RM200 EACH! RENTAL ONLY!
PS - Babe Paris - Are you sure you're right about me? You think you're right? I am worried - WHAT IF I AM a blog - writer ADDICT? Is that supposed to be a good thing or a bad thing?
PS - Alex - Sorry for the no newspaper review - WEDNESDAY's paper is goin' to be interesting - I think.. ;p
PS - YUS: WELCOME! thanks for subscribing to my blog. You officially number.. ermm.. 12. Well actually 14, 2 just UNsubscribed to my blog - hmm.. I wonder why... owh! I remember now why. They subscribed to the wrong blog! eheheheheheeh
Ok ppl! time to sleep! I'll see u all with another entry later later ya ya?? :)
Regards with love
LEA LAURIELLE
Ladies and gentlemen, babies and elephants...
I HAVE SINNED
YES YES I have sinned... er, what sin? Got! Let me tell you now...
It's 16th February?
And my last entry was...??? Yes, 14th February???
WHAT!?! Still don't get it. Clues given - now do your maths peeps!
Still don't get it??? Hmmm... ok ok OK! Another clue...
According to the book of law - 'Law for Addicted Blog Writers', pls turn to page 3989 section 20091, paragraph 10 - he or she or shehe or heshe (yes that's a tongue twister, slippery little tongue suckers) who is committed to write blogs at least twice a day, who does not fulfill that duty - shall be declared - committed a sin/crime/juvinile or whatever you wanna call it!!! Hehehe. And so, I've committed a biiiiggg huuggeee mistake!
Sorry peeps! I guess I was a bit too tied up with work and some social matters. Great introduction to my comeback blog entry huh? (Miss G- See.. I told you I can still use the subject! HAHAHA)
Oh well. Let me see. My last entry was on Valentines day, morning. So meaning to say, I didn't write ANYTHING yesterday (15th Feb) - Woooo! That is soooo not me! I mean, I do have tons and gazillion news to tell (walhal, ade ke gazillion? Hmmmm) but I don't seem to have the time yesterday... probably busy doin' some teaching to Miss G - Yes peeps. She required me to spend a lot of my time to teach her how to... ermm... hmmm.. How to ermm.. hmmm! Oh yes *giggles a bit* I was busy teaching her how to read the newspapers at her office in Naza Motors *ooppss - I mentioned NAMES again*. Why I teach her? Well - it's about time someone teaches that Miss G how to read papers. She's worrying me. She's depending so much on my newspaper reviews that when I didnt write - she's go like, "HELP ME! LEA DIDN'T DO HER DAILY NEWSPAPER REVIEW! I THINK I'M GONNA BE SICK! I THINK I'M GOING TO DIE! OH MY GOD! HELP ME! I THINK I NEED MY PHOTOGRAPHER AND MY EDITOR FRIEND FROM ELLE MAG!!!". So I got to teach her to GO OUT, BUY NEWSPAPERS, and READ!!! *Wink wink- this msg also brought to YOU (whoever yang terasa lah) by Lea Laurielle - Don't count on my reviews so much - I might just not write again.. ekekekekek BE INDEPENDENT I SAY!! Ehehehehee...
Yes - I'm doin' fine. I'm ok. Thanks for askin'. Well, remembered about Valentines day? Something happened... during the evening, I met someone, ACCIDENTLY, when I was running / jogging... he was someone, yang, looked better than 2 3 years ago. He drives a bigger wigger cow now.. EH! I MEANT CAR... hmmm... ehehe.. I was like erm, well, seeing him back then. Just seeing, nothing more nothing less. He was nice and STILL is. He is NOW working/staying in KEDAH (WHOOPEEYYY ANOTHER PERSON TO JOIN THE CLUB - "LET'S GET SICKO AND WIERDO LIVING HERE IN KEDAH" club...) We jogged for like 1/2 an hour. Then as I wanted to go back, he asked me out for dinner- I said no can do, but I could go out for A DRINK after Isya'. And so we did. It was very nice evening - we talked - we laughed - I cursed him.. ehehe.. occasionally ( TAHU TAHU JER LAH OUR MOLOTS KAN MISS G!?! TAMBAHAN MISS G- lagik kuar cursing caruts maruts setan gondol dia! Ehehehe). We had some drinks, smoked a bit, and THAT WAS IT! YES. NO MORE than a drink date out. And what happened next? Shhhyy.. don't tell anyone I told you guys this.. NOTHING HAPPENED! Duh!? It IS Kedah, not the KL!?!? If in KL, we might ended up in.. NO! (MISS G! STOP MAKING STORIES! NOT ENDED UP IN BED LA!! PERVERT! I MEANT me and him MIGHT just ended with Movie watching ke... clubbing ke... lepak here or there ke.. stuff like that lah!) So that was it. Dia balik... I also, balik lah...
Today - I meant, yesterday, Tuesday 15th, we msged a bit - he said HIE I said Holla... he asked me how am I doin- I answered FINE thanks how about you? GOD! NO NEED LAH DETAILS KAN?
So ASIDE from that, I HAVE been busy with work. Seriously. Remember those chinese couple who wanted to go Europe? Confirmed - April. The government ppl/group tu also - errr.. wait, oh that one KIV dulu. Mesti survey tempat / agency lain dulu... chit! Ekekekeke... Aside from that also, my tart business is going well - except that agent in Gurun/ Guaq Chempedak/NAZA MOTORS tu lah. Dinch know how to promote my lovely tarts! hehehehehe
Oh well - I think I talked tooo much already (YESS MISS G - you can agree that I TALK to much - I admit it.. I do.. Ehehehee). Be sure to read my next entry which will probably be in here , in like, less tham 9 hours from now? :) Take care peeps! be good!
PS - Zen - you havent commentted on my TOURISM entry - the assignment YOU gave me, REMEMBER?
PS - Miss G - I'll see u online later yah yah! I WANT MY CDS biatch! and yes you can have my dresses for MWU2005! RM200 EACH! RENTAL ONLY!
PS - Babe Paris - Are you sure you're right about me? You think you're right? I am worried - WHAT IF I AM a blog - writer ADDICT? Is that supposed to be a good thing or a bad thing?
PS - Alex - Sorry for the no newspaper review - WEDNESDAY's paper is goin' to be interesting - I think.. ;p
PS - YUS: WELCOME! thanks for subscribing to my blog. You officially number.. ermm.. 12. Well actually 14, 2 just UNsubscribed to my blog - hmm.. I wonder why... owh! I remember now why. They subscribed to the wrong blog! eheheheheheeh
Ok ppl! time to sleep! I'll see u all with another entry later later ya ya?? :)
Regards with love
LEA LAURIELLE
Monday, February 14, 2005
Early start for me today - and it's Valentine's Day... duh!?!
February 14th, 2004 - Monday 7:50am
Dearest blog viewers, readers, whoever you are, who's reading this...
Good morning (I know nothing's so good about this morning), Assalamualaikum...
Just ignore my last few entries... let's start fresh... shall we, yes?
Wakie wakie to Valentines day. Got up early. Started fasting after some light meal - Subuh prayers, a page or two of the quran.. and now, just replied couple of msgs, post new blog entry - lepas nih, go get ready to go to the office. Today got something on. Some meeting with some ppl. I don't know the details yet. See... Valentine's is just like any other day; WHEN YOU'RE SINGLE of course. On the other hand, I remembered when I used to be attached... Valentine's is like, wooaa!!! THE DAY!!! I'd do reservations for dinner, and bla bla, flowers, chocolates... I remembered spending for parfumes and bla bla bla - thank God I'm single now, or else I'd be broke by mid of the month (THE DAY AFTER VALENTINES- February 15th! HEHEHEE) So today, for me, it's just like any other day. It's sunny yet a refreshing morning here in Alor Star, Kedah - bird chirping... my granny eating breakfast (URGH!)... my cousin I guess still snoring, my uncle heating up the engine of his car- kids off to school.. parents off to work... :)
I sure do hope everything will turn out fine today. I need no shit no more... :)
I'll be back if there's no halangan or angin melintang pukang by after lunch/Zohor. I might not go back home - since my uncle said my cousin will buy granny lunch - OK THAT'S IT! I WILL GO BACK LATER- I don't trust that cousin of mine- beli lunch for granny? Not so sure dia even tahu how to buy lunch for himself... ekekekeke! When will I ever give him the chance? Hmmmm
Ok peeps. It's 8am. Time to get ready for work. GOD the bed is calling my name sambil singing - (THE BED SINGS: Look at me look at me, when no one is around u, say BABY I want you, say Baby I wanna lie on you and take the comforter up on me... ) ehehehehe. Ok ok I dah start merepek. Guess its time, really, for me to go.
Till then- have a great Valentines day everyone!!!
Regards
LEA
Dearest blog viewers, readers, whoever you are, who's reading this...
Good morning (I know nothing's so good about this morning), Assalamualaikum...
Just ignore my last few entries... let's start fresh... shall we, yes?
Wakie wakie to Valentines day. Got up early. Started fasting after some light meal - Subuh prayers, a page or two of the quran.. and now, just replied couple of msgs, post new blog entry - lepas nih, go get ready to go to the office. Today got something on. Some meeting with some ppl. I don't know the details yet. See... Valentine's is just like any other day; WHEN YOU'RE SINGLE of course. On the other hand, I remembered when I used to be attached... Valentine's is like, wooaa!!! THE DAY!!! I'd do reservations for dinner, and bla bla, flowers, chocolates... I remembered spending for parfumes and bla bla bla - thank God I'm single now, or else I'd be broke by mid of the month (THE DAY AFTER VALENTINES- February 15th! HEHEHEE) So today, for me, it's just like any other day. It's sunny yet a refreshing morning here in Alor Star, Kedah - bird chirping... my granny eating breakfast (URGH!)... my cousin I guess still snoring, my uncle heating up the engine of his car- kids off to school.. parents off to work... :)
I sure do hope everything will turn out fine today. I need no shit no more... :)
I'll be back if there's no halangan or angin melintang pukang by after lunch/Zohor. I might not go back home - since my uncle said my cousin will buy granny lunch - OK THAT'S IT! I WILL GO BACK LATER- I don't trust that cousin of mine- beli lunch for granny? Not so sure dia even tahu how to buy lunch for himself... ekekekeke! When will I ever give him the chance? Hmmmm
Ok peeps. It's 8am. Time to get ready for work. GOD the bed is calling my name sambil singing - (THE BED SINGS: Look at me look at me, when no one is around u, say BABY I want you, say Baby I wanna lie on you and take the comforter up on me... ) ehehehehe. Ok ok I dah start merepek. Guess its time, really, for me to go.
Till then- have a great Valentines day everyone!!!
Regards
LEA
Sunday, February 13, 2005
It's my last entry... for the day
February 13th, 2005 Sunday 11:32PM
Less than 28minutes from now, it's February 14th, 2005 - Monday - and it's Valentines' day. SO??? MOTIF?
As you can guess - am still not in my very best of mood- but still, no harm writing in another entry. AFTER ALL , my entries are like the only window to the world and the only door to my heart and soul - so ppl would know WHAT I WRITE TO THE WORLD IS BASICALLY WHAT I FEEL IN MY HEART - is that a crime!?!?!?!?
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY PEEPS!
Those who have been sending me comments, Valentine day wishes, submission of form to ask me to be their valentine (LOL!) and others - I'd say thank you! You are the best! you are the wind beneath my wing so that I could fly on and on... THANK YOU! THANK GOD FOR YOU THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS...
DEAREST FRIENDS AND BLOG READERS - (I WISH I COULD MENTION ALL THE NAMES, ALL THE WONDERFUL NAMES THAT HAVE BEEN SUPPORTING ME THROUGHOUT MY SHITTY DAYS LATELY- BUT YOU KNOW I CAN'T. I'M SCARED THAT IF I ACCIDENTLY LEFT OUT A NAME, SOMEONE MIGHT FEEL LEFT OUT SO ITS BEST THAT I ADDRESS THIS MSG TO MY FRIENDS, MY SO LOVING FRIENDS, EVERYONE- WHO HAVE BEEN SO EVER KIND, HELPFUL AND ABOVE ALL... BEEN SUPPORTING ME, BELIEVING ME IN, AND TRUSTING ME AND ACCEPTED ME FOR WHO AND WHAT I TRULY AM - THIS IS FOR YOU ALL... )
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I known the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
 | Currently listening: Wing Beneath My Wings By Bette Midler Release date: By 11 June, 1992 |
I asked him if...
February 13th, 2005 - 1:06AM Sunday
Dear people,
I asked him if he liked me, he said no.
I asked him if I was pretty, he said no.
I asked him if I was in his heart he said no.
I asked him if I go away, would he cry, he said no.
And so I walked away, trying not to cry ...
THEN
He grabbed my arm and said ...
I don't like you, I love you...
You're not pretty, you're beautiful...
You're not in my heart, you're my soul ...
and I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die.....
Awwwwww--- Isn't this sweeett??? IF ONLY 'HE' exists!!! :(
Love,
Lea
Dear people,
I asked him if he liked me, he said no.
I asked him if I was pretty, he said no.
I asked him if I was in his heart he said no.
I asked him if I go away, would he cry, he said no.
And so I walked away, trying not to cry ...
THEN
He grabbed my arm and said ...
I don't like you, I love you...
You're not pretty, you're beautiful...
You're not in my heart, you're my soul ...
and I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die.....
Awwwwww--- Isn't this sweeett??? IF ONLY 'HE' exists!!! :(
Love,
Lea
Saturday, February 12, 2005
~Another piece of entry- from the bottom of my broken heart~
Dearest blog readers and followers... Good Morning. It's Saturday... *SIGH*
I know I should be in bed by now - since I am working later. But the thing is I can't sleep, thinking about something, thinking about what I'd say, life...
Ever experienced the feelings of having two different person ie in terms of different looks and personalities but actually, shares the same heart, mind and soul? It's like having an inferiority complex- well, it is actually, right?...
It's like having A - a guy and B - a girl, combined as AB as one but in A's world. How severe can that get?
I think there's one person who really knows how that should feel like. I like to introduce him/her, as C. C is basically an A, but deep inside C is actually a B. Many people knows C as B - smart beautiful intelligent - but the truth is, C is actually suffering severe pain, for C is dying to introduce A into the world too...
I don't know; this may sound pathetic and stupid but some people do experience this. WOMAN, trapped in a MAN'S world? Ever heard of that expression before?
I don't exactly know what my points are - or what am I trying to convience here but one thing I do know - regardless whether you see C as B, or A, whichever comes in first in sequence, basically, C is still C - a mix of a lil of A, some of B... that's what makes C so special. But I guess, some of u, not too blind, just, tooooooo stubborn to accept the fact that what makes C so special is becoz C has the privilledge of both worlds - A's and B's world, add up, to make one hell of a personality....
Some say - When C is A, C is actually different when C becomes' B. But the truth is, no matter what mask C uses to cover, either covering B's personality or A's real attitude - C will always be C.... Of course A and B is totally different - what do you expect. One is a fcuka and the other one is a mega biatch. SO... its pretty much obvious their different. But most importantly, what's so different about those two, A and B? They have a mind on their own that no one can ever tell what they are.. :)
I don't know - I'm starting to talk shits already here folks... eyes rolling - sleepy. I think I'll take up another cigger and then sleep. Pls GOD let me feel better tomorrow morning? I mean, later... Pls make me feel glad just to be me as C, a combi of both, A and B's attitude, strong will and determinations to survive another day.... yes, after all, tomorrow is just another day...
So misserably blanked...
LEA
I know I should be in bed by now - since I am working later. But the thing is I can't sleep, thinking about something, thinking about what I'd say, life...
Ever experienced the feelings of having two different person ie in terms of different looks and personalities but actually, shares the same heart, mind and soul? It's like having an inferiority complex- well, it is actually, right?...
It's like having A - a guy and B - a girl, combined as AB as one but in A's world. How severe can that get?
I think there's one person who really knows how that should feel like. I like to introduce him/her, as C. C is basically an A, but deep inside C is actually a B. Many people knows C as B - smart beautiful intelligent - but the truth is, C is actually suffering severe pain, for C is dying to introduce A into the world too...
I don't know; this may sound pathetic and stupid but some people do experience this. WOMAN, trapped in a MAN'S world? Ever heard of that expression before?
I don't exactly know what my points are - or what am I trying to convience here but one thing I do know - regardless whether you see C as B, or A, whichever comes in first in sequence, basically, C is still C - a mix of a lil of A, some of B... that's what makes C so special. But I guess, some of u, not too blind, just, tooooooo stubborn to accept the fact that what makes C so special is becoz C has the privilledge of both worlds - A's and B's world, add up, to make one hell of a personality....
Some say - When C is A, C is actually different when C becomes' B. But the truth is, no matter what mask C uses to cover, either covering B's personality or A's real attitude - C will always be C.... Of course A and B is totally different - what do you expect. One is a fcuka and the other one is a mega biatch. SO... its pretty much obvious their different. But most importantly, what's so different about those two, A and B? They have a mind on their own that no one can ever tell what they are.. :)
I don't know - I'm starting to talk shits already here folks... eyes rolling - sleepy. I think I'll take up another cigger and then sleep. Pls GOD let me feel better tomorrow morning? I mean, later... Pls make me feel glad just to be me as C, a combi of both, A and B's attitude, strong will and determinations to survive another day.... yes, after all, tomorrow is just another day...
So misserably blanked...
LEA
Friday, February 11, 2005
Is tourism still a 'special' activity or has it become part of our everyday life?
To start things off, what is tourism? According to Merriam-Webster Online dictionary, the word tourism, pronounced as 'tur-"i-z&m, which carries a function of a noun; is either:
1 : the practice of traveling for recreation
2 : the guidance or management of tourists
3 a : the promotion or encouragement of touring b : the accommodation of tourists
Now taking the word tourist, which means one that makes a tour for pleasure or culture, we can make an early conclusion that by being a tourist- who does either a short or a long period of touring, we are taking travel and tourism in its form of pleasure, relaxation or culture wise.
Nevertheless, the term "tourist" does not include persons who, after entering the country for a tourist visit or stay seek to prolong their length of visit or stay, so as to establish residence and/or to engage in a remunerated activity there.
On the other hand, traveling; one may enjoy good sceneries and visit many places of interests. One could experience the joy and excitement visiting places one has never been to before. The memoirs can be written; but to imagine, one has to experience the sights and scenes. That�s what traveling offers. It forces the tourism department in you to establish a good memory of the exciting things and places you have visited.
However, at the start of the new millennium, tourism is firmly established as the number one industry in many countries and the fastest-growing economic sector in terms of foreign exchange earnings and job creation. In this case, tourism- one of the many sources of a countries� income, and also a source of job provider. No longer will it be a �special� activity.
International tourism is the world's largest export earner and an important factor in the balance of payments of most nations.
Tourism has become one of the world's most important sources of employment. It stimulates enormous investment in infrastructure, most of which also helps to improve the living conditions of local people. It provides governments with substantial tax revenues. Most new tourism jobs and business are created in developing countries, helping to equalize economic opportunities and keep rural residents from moving to overcrowded cities.
Intercultural awareness and personal friendships fostered through tourism are a powerful force for improving international understanding and contributing to peace among all the nations of the world.
Look at all these points, we might do a further conclusion saying that to some who travel once or twice a year with the objective to have fun, be relaxed or for pleasure, tourism is still a special activity that can be done either alone or in a group. But to those who either works in a tourism based organization or firm, or directly involved with tourism as the source of income of the nations� capitals and wealth, tourism has now become a part of their everyday life and expectations.
So to answer the question; is tourism still a �special� activity or has it become part of everyday life and expectations? The answer is YES and NO.
LEA LAURIELLE
1 : the practice of traveling for recreation
2 : the guidance or management of tourists
3 a : the promotion or encouragement of touring b : the accommodation of tourists
Now taking the word tourist, which means one that makes a tour for pleasure or culture, we can make an early conclusion that by being a tourist- who does either a short or a long period of touring, we are taking travel and tourism in its form of pleasure, relaxation or culture wise.
Nevertheless, the term "tourist" does not include persons who, after entering the country for a tourist visit or stay seek to prolong their length of visit or stay, so as to establish residence and/or to engage in a remunerated activity there.
On the other hand, traveling; one may enjoy good sceneries and visit many places of interests. One could experience the joy and excitement visiting places one has never been to before. The memoirs can be written; but to imagine, one has to experience the sights and scenes. That�s what traveling offers. It forces the tourism department in you to establish a good memory of the exciting things and places you have visited.
However, at the start of the new millennium, tourism is firmly established as the number one industry in many countries and the fastest-growing economic sector in terms of foreign exchange earnings and job creation. In this case, tourism- one of the many sources of a countries� income, and also a source of job provider. No longer will it be a �special� activity.
International tourism is the world's largest export earner and an important factor in the balance of payments of most nations.
Tourism has become one of the world's most important sources of employment. It stimulates enormous investment in infrastructure, most of which also helps to improve the living conditions of local people. It provides governments with substantial tax revenues. Most new tourism jobs and business are created in developing countries, helping to equalize economic opportunities and keep rural residents from moving to overcrowded cities.
Intercultural awareness and personal friendships fostered through tourism are a powerful force for improving international understanding and contributing to peace among all the nations of the world.
Look at all these points, we might do a further conclusion saying that to some who travel once or twice a year with the objective to have fun, be relaxed or for pleasure, tourism is still a special activity that can be done either alone or in a group. But to those who either works in a tourism based organization or firm, or directly involved with tourism as the source of income of the nations� capitals and wealth, tourism has now become a part of their everyday life and expectations.
So to answer the question; is tourism still a �special� activity or has it become part of everyday life and expectations? The answer is YES and NO.
LEA LAURIELLE
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
The sun has set!!! It's Awal Muharram People!!! Alhamdulillah!
February 9th, 2005 - 11:21PM
1 Muharram - Maghrib - Beginning of a new YEAR for us all Muslims - Islam... :)
Well well... It's another year for us all. The same day the Chinese celebrated their new year, we Islam (Muslims) celebrates our new year as well. Happy New Year - AMIN...
So I went for the new year prayers - basically still the same Maghrib and Isya' but before and after Maghrib, there was this prayers that you'll need to read. And then, after Isya', met a few friends for some drinks... and then me back to me place and online me internet... hmmm
Someone asked me about Beauty Tips? *MISS GI! DON'T EVEN THINK OF SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT IT!*
I think I will share in this entry MY personal beauty tips, diets and what not. It's something a beauty queen will do to have as many as her fans know how she slimmed down, to make up tips and bla bla bla...
Diets: Hmmmm.. I remember in mid 2004, I was like, wooooo! 65kg!!! I remember my manager saying (my dance manager) "It's either you slim down or u're out!" Yeap - that bad... ekekeke. So I took a decision to cut down my weight... How? Hehehe.. :-
Day 1 to day 5: I eat only LUNCH ie ONE MEAL per day. And that lunch was 2 to 3 slices of Gardenia bread with Orange Juice. If I feel hungry along the way, I'll just stuff myself with Orange Juice. Drinkin' a lot can get you full... :)
Day 6: Eat only FRUITS and Juices... :)
Day 7: THE REWARD DAY OF THE WEEK- Eat ANYTHING I want... :) BUT NOT TOO MUCH! Ehehehehehe
I kept on doin' that for nearly 2 months, I by August, I lost weight. By October, I was 58kg. Then twas the fasting month for us Muslims - HURRAAAYYYY I diet somemore. And by November ends, I WAS BACK TO 54kg! Yes! Mission accomplished - to only ruin when I came back to Kedah in Jan. Imagine, all that hard work, and it only took me one bloody month to get back to 65!!! THAT'S WHY I'M fasting again now! Ehehehehehe. How could I resist? I COOK - I EAT while I COOK... Then... it's do nothing but EAT EAT EAT here in Kedah.. urgh! Now am back to 62kg... Hmmm... STILL A LOOOONG WAY TO GO!
Make up: Products/Brands- I am not picky. Anything from MAC to even cheap stuffs at Chameleon... Hehehehe... Miyami and Krayolan IS a must *FOR OUR FRIENDSSSS FOREVER RIGHT OR NOT MISS G??? EHEHEHEHE*
Hmmmm.. other than that - I practice jogging and a lot of dancing. With added touch of some niiiceee bling bling accessories and also gedeva va vooommm dresses - ehehe..
Other than that - I'm just me. Beauty comes from within - and if one is smart enough to know that he or she or both eheheh has that self confidence in him/her/himher?, THEN by all mean you are already beautiful.... eheehehe
Geeeee... I bet Miss G has a lot to comment on this entry! But sadly, she wont be commenting not until Monday when she gets her pretty sweet (NOT!) face into the office... Heheheh
Ok peeps! Time to check on my mails and bla bla bla.. IF I have something more to write, I'll write again later. If not, I'll see u guys tomorrow.... anyways, tomorrow is another day. "TOMORROW, TOMORROW, I LOVE YOU, TOMORROW, YOU'RE ONLY A DAY AWAY...."
Regards
Lea
1 Muharram - Maghrib - Beginning of a new YEAR for us all Muslims - Islam... :)
Well well... It's another year for us all. The same day the Chinese celebrated their new year, we Islam (Muslims) celebrates our new year as well. Happy New Year - AMIN...
So I went for the new year prayers - basically still the same Maghrib and Isya' but before and after Maghrib, there was this prayers that you'll need to read. And then, after Isya', met a few friends for some drinks... and then me back to me place and online me internet... hmmm
Someone asked me about Beauty Tips? *MISS GI! DON'T EVEN THINK OF SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT IT!*
I think I will share in this entry MY personal beauty tips, diets and what not. It's something a beauty queen will do to have as many as her fans know how she slimmed down, to make up tips and bla bla bla...
Diets: Hmmmm.. I remember in mid 2004, I was like, wooooo! 65kg!!! I remember my manager saying (my dance manager) "It's either you slim down or u're out!" Yeap - that bad... ekekeke. So I took a decision to cut down my weight... How? Hehehe.. :-
Day 1 to day 5: I eat only LUNCH ie ONE MEAL per day. And that lunch was 2 to 3 slices of Gardenia bread with Orange Juice. If I feel hungry along the way, I'll just stuff myself with Orange Juice. Drinkin' a lot can get you full... :)
Day 6: Eat only FRUITS and Juices... :)
Day 7: THE REWARD DAY OF THE WEEK- Eat ANYTHING I want... :) BUT NOT TOO MUCH! Ehehehehehe
I kept on doin' that for nearly 2 months, I by August, I lost weight. By October, I was 58kg. Then twas the fasting month for us Muslims - HURRAAAYYYY I diet somemore. And by November ends, I WAS BACK TO 54kg! Yes! Mission accomplished - to only ruin when I came back to Kedah in Jan. Imagine, all that hard work, and it only took me one bloody month to get back to 65!!! THAT'S WHY I'M fasting again now! Ehehehehehe. How could I resist? I COOK - I EAT while I COOK... Then... it's do nothing but EAT EAT EAT here in Kedah.. urgh! Now am back to 62kg... Hmmm... STILL A LOOOONG WAY TO GO!
Make up: Products/Brands- I am not picky. Anything from MAC to even cheap stuffs at Chameleon... Hehehehe... Miyami and Krayolan IS a must *FOR OUR FRIENDSSSS FOREVER RIGHT OR NOT MISS G??? EHEHEHEHE*
Hmmmm.. other than that - I practice jogging and a lot of dancing. With added touch of some niiiceee bling bling accessories and also gedeva va vooommm dresses - ehehe..
Other than that - I'm just me. Beauty comes from within - and if one is smart enough to know that he or she or both eheheh has that self confidence in him/her/himher?, THEN by all mean you are already beautiful.... eheehehe
Geeeee... I bet Miss G has a lot to comment on this entry! But sadly, she wont be commenting not until Monday when she gets her pretty sweet (NOT!) face into the office... Heheheh
Ok peeps! Time to check on my mails and bla bla bla.. IF I have something more to write, I'll write again later. If not, I'll see u guys tomorrow.... anyways, tomorrow is another day. "TOMORROW, TOMORROW, I LOVE YOU, TOMORROW, YOU'RE ONLY A DAY AWAY...."
Regards
Lea
Happy Chinese New Year - and I'm ine bed, SICK!
Dear readers *while my right hand types SLOWLY, my left hand is massaging my throat area - Gawd it hurts! Soarthraots - hot humid condition - I hate this!*
Yes - am sick. *NO MISS G! THIS IS NOT AN EXCUSE FOR ME WRITING MY ENTRY LATE AND WAKE UP LATE - CHIT!* So anyways, after last nights 'I can't Sleep' entry, well, I tossed and turned for a minute or two, then I feel asleep. Funny, I didn't feel anything just yet at that time - no signs or symptoms. But when I woke up early this morning for my morning Subuh prayers, I started feeling uneasy with my throat - but I thought it was the casual morning - uneasy - feeling - throat kind thing u know? So I ignored and went back to sleep after my prayers. But when I woke up again just now at 10am, yes, that's when I said "Darn - I wish it gave me enough warning that I'll be sick when I get up by 10 am!!!"
So while my parents and relatives busy lepak here there with some CNY oranges and what not - I am at home, pathetically feeling down with my throat! I thought after I had my tonsils removed, they said I won't be having soarthroats again?! Chis! Orrr I could have understood the doctor wrongly, hmmmmmm?
Well... I'm on and off typinga bit slow a bit normal a bit slow a bit normal... at times I type with two hands at times only one hand - and when I type with one hand, you know where the other hand go? YES - NO SILLY! Not down there! Ish! THERE! Massaging my throat!
If I wanna say I haven't had enough sleep and shower/water - I drink a lotttt of water and I do have enough sleep. Hmmm... it prooves that Kedah is really really hot *Hopefully by the time Miss G gets her ass back to KL, Kedah would be slightly cooler... eheheheh*
Atuk Zen--> Your task/ assignment - I don't understand - The first q u posted, was it meant for me or what? Or are you talking in general? I sure do hope you reply this entry so that I have enough time to do the assignment - before Valentines? Have I got this right - you're giving me TOPICS to write as my entry since I don't know what to write nowadays?
Hmmmmmm Let me know pls. I've text you at YM to ask you about this....
Oh well - I think I just relax for a while - wait for lunch - then, we'll see how it goes. I MIGHT get back online and with a new entry after lunch - Ahhhh Don't wantttt lah! Don't wanna make promises that I can't keep!. So... just stay tuned. If got, got lah! If not, no lah...
Regards
Sick Lea
Yes - am sick. *NO MISS G! THIS IS NOT AN EXCUSE FOR ME WRITING MY ENTRY LATE AND WAKE UP LATE - CHIT!* So anyways, after last nights 'I can't Sleep' entry, well, I tossed and turned for a minute or two, then I feel asleep. Funny, I didn't feel anything just yet at that time - no signs or symptoms. But when I woke up early this morning for my morning Subuh prayers, I started feeling uneasy with my throat - but I thought it was the casual morning - uneasy - feeling - throat kind thing u know? So I ignored and went back to sleep after my prayers. But when I woke up again just now at 10am, yes, that's when I said "Darn - I wish it gave me enough warning that I'll be sick when I get up by 10 am!!!"
So while my parents and relatives busy lepak here there with some CNY oranges and what not - I am at home, pathetically feeling down with my throat! I thought after I had my tonsils removed, they said I won't be having soarthroats again?! Chis! Orrr I could have understood the doctor wrongly, hmmmmmm?
Well... I'm on and off typinga bit slow a bit normal a bit slow a bit normal... at times I type with two hands at times only one hand - and when I type with one hand, you know where the other hand go? YES - NO SILLY! Not down there! Ish! THERE! Massaging my throat!
If I wanna say I haven't had enough sleep and shower/water - I drink a lotttt of water and I do have enough sleep. Hmmm... it prooves that Kedah is really really hot *Hopefully by the time Miss G gets her ass back to KL, Kedah would be slightly cooler... eheheheh*
Atuk Zen--> Your task/ assignment - I don't understand - The first q u posted, was it meant for me or what? Or are you talking in general? I sure do hope you reply this entry so that I have enough time to do the assignment - before Valentines? Have I got this right - you're giving me TOPICS to write as my entry since I don't know what to write nowadays?
Hmmmmmm Let me know pls. I've text you at YM to ask you about this....
Oh well - I think I just relax for a while - wait for lunch - then, we'll see how it goes. I MIGHT get back online and with a new entry after lunch - Ahhhh Don't wantttt lah! Don't wanna make promises that I can't keep!. So... just stay tuned. If got, got lah! If not, no lah...
Regards
Sick Lea
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
I can't sleep...
Dearest friends, blog viewers and readers...
*Sigh* I can't sleep... Well, I slept, but I got up... like... I slept at 9.30pm, and then boom! 11.30pm, am up again. I also donno why. I was thinking about not writing in as frequent as I used to, and the fact that I know some of you MIGHT miss my entries *wink wink* - But seriously, i felt, incomplete...
So I decided to come back online... and write something - just to let go and hopefully I'll feel better - In fact, I feel much better already...
Now let me see what happened today. Well. After my newpaper review entry - I had to rush out to have lunch over with my granny and relatives who came back to see my granny, and my parents of course - had lunch at some restaurant what not. I dont fancy LUNCH at restaurants and what not - I much prefer dinner instead of lunch. But, since it was the family thingie - no choice.
Afterwards - me busy with some clients and what not - oh I started doing Jem Tart business... ehehehe... got this 'makcik' who does this GREAT tarts and I'm sort of like her agent thingie. Anyone interested? Hehehehehe. Then I had a call from that chinese couple who wanted the whole Europe honeymoon thingie. Went and meet the husband at his office to discuss something - then picked up my auntie who wanted to go to this place call Pekan Rabu, with my granny *when it comes to shopping - nothing stops that ol' woman- ME TOO*. So spent like an hour there buy this and that. Then came back home, JUST about to online - had a call from a friend who wants to buy some more tarts. After late Asar prayers, went out again - hoo haa heee haaa here and there, came back home, had dinner - ALONE and then Maghrib.. and then wrote in the so called LAST ENTRY of the day... and then Isya', and theeeeennn - theeeennn... I fell asleep... technically for 2 stinkin' hours ONLY.. and then, AM HERE NOW... eheheheheheheheh
Haven't been getting much of a review today- I know my paper review sucked big time - hey, dont blame me! Blame Star on Tuesday! Ehehehe... I found out mainly why Star was sooo emphasising on CNY is becoz it is like, a a... apa tah my uncle cakap tadik, which made some senses in me.. ehehehe
Tomorrow - well, here's the news...
"KEPADA SEMUA PELANGGAN - CUTI TAHUN BARU CINA. ADALAH DIMAKLUMKAN BAHAWA KAMI TIDAK AKAN MENGEDAR SURAT KHABAR ANDA PADA 9 DAN 10 FEBRUARY 2005- HARAP MAAF - TERIMA KASIH"
SO - no newspaper review tomorrow - why? No paper akan di hantar to my place thats why! Nak gi belik? See la how if I rajin... ehehehehehe..
Yes - I think I can get my sleep back again now... wanna wake up early - Subuh, Sahur.. eh.. Sahur, Subuh - PUASA! Eheheh.. But wait, tomorrow sure ade open house since its CNY, kan? Hmmmm.. dinch ah puasa if like that...
Hehehehe
Ok ppl... take care
I'll see you guys tomorrow with another blockbuster entries - I HOPE.. ekekeke
Regards
With loads of love,
LEA
*Sigh* I can't sleep... Well, I slept, but I got up... like... I slept at 9.30pm, and then boom! 11.30pm, am up again. I also donno why. I was thinking about not writing in as frequent as I used to, and the fact that I know some of you MIGHT miss my entries *wink wink* - But seriously, i felt, incomplete...
So I decided to come back online... and write something - just to let go and hopefully I'll feel better - In fact, I feel much better already...
Now let me see what happened today. Well. After my newpaper review entry - I had to rush out to have lunch over with my granny and relatives who came back to see my granny, and my parents of course - had lunch at some restaurant what not. I dont fancy LUNCH at restaurants and what not - I much prefer dinner instead of lunch. But, since it was the family thingie - no choice.
Afterwards - me busy with some clients and what not - oh I started doing Jem Tart business... ehehehe... got this 'makcik' who does this GREAT tarts and I'm sort of like her agent thingie. Anyone interested? Hehehehehe. Then I had a call from that chinese couple who wanted the whole Europe honeymoon thingie. Went and meet the husband at his office to discuss something - then picked up my auntie who wanted to go to this place call Pekan Rabu, with my granny *when it comes to shopping - nothing stops that ol' woman- ME TOO*. So spent like an hour there buy this and that. Then came back home, JUST about to online - had a call from a friend who wants to buy some more tarts. After late Asar prayers, went out again - hoo haa heee haaa here and there, came back home, had dinner - ALONE and then Maghrib.. and then wrote in the so called LAST ENTRY of the day... and then Isya', and theeeeennn - theeeennn... I fell asleep... technically for 2 stinkin' hours ONLY.. and then, AM HERE NOW... eheheheheheheheh
Haven't been getting much of a review today- I know my paper review sucked big time - hey, dont blame me! Blame Star on Tuesday! Ehehehe... I found out mainly why Star was sooo emphasising on CNY is becoz it is like, a a... apa tah my uncle cakap tadik, which made some senses in me.. ehehehe
Tomorrow - well, here's the news...
"KEPADA SEMUA PELANGGAN - CUTI TAHUN BARU CINA. ADALAH DIMAKLUMKAN BAHAWA KAMI TIDAK AKAN MENGEDAR SURAT KHABAR ANDA PADA 9 DAN 10 FEBRUARY 2005- HARAP MAAF - TERIMA KASIH"
SO - no newspaper review tomorrow - why? No paper akan di hantar to my place thats why! Nak gi belik? See la how if I rajin... ehehehehehe..
Yes - I think I can get my sleep back again now... wanna wake up early - Subuh, Sahur.. eh.. Sahur, Subuh - PUASA! Eheheh.. But wait, tomorrow sure ade open house since its CNY, kan? Hmmmm.. dinch ah puasa if like that...
Hehehehe
Ok ppl... take care
I'll see you guys tomorrow with another blockbuster entries - I HOPE.. ekekeke
Regards
With loads of love,
LEA
Monday, February 07, 2005
Misteri Kecantikan
Dear readers,
I found this petikan mengenai misteri kecantikan quite interesting - Read it... :)
(TERIMA KASIH KEPADA HAMBA ALLAH YANG TELAH SUDI MEMBENARKAN SAYA COPY AND PASTE THIS ARTIKEL SEBAGAI ENTRY BLOG! MAY GOD BLESS U YA - THANKS AGAIN)
"Misteri Kecantikan"
Usah terkejut kalau ada orang melahirkan rasa hatinya pada anda, sedangkan anda merasakan tiada apa-apa istimewanya anda. Begitulah hebat dan misterinya kehidupan. Ukuran manusia tentang kecantikan dan ketampanan memang tidak pernah sama. Ada orang mabuk dengan seseorang sedangkan menurut pandangan orang lain, wajah semacam itu tidak patut dimabuk-mabukkan. Misterinya suara hati memang sukar dibaca.
Tidak ada sebarang alat untuk mengukur makna cantik atau tampan pada seseorang. Ukuran cantik atau tampan ini sentiasa berlainan antara seseorang dengan seorang yang lain.Maka itu, usah hairan jika seseorang wanita dinobatkan sebagai ratu dunia, padahal ramai lagi wanita di pejabat kita yang kita rasakan mengatasi kecantikan ratu itu.
Begitu juga, mungkin ada wanita di kampung kita, kita rasakan lebih cantik daripada para model yang popular. Sebab apa? Sebab persepsi kecantikan tidak pernah sama antara manusia. Ada orang anggap hidung yang sedikit mancung sebagai cantik, ada orang tidak. Ada orang rambut yang mengurai sebagai cantik, ada orang menganggap rambut yang ditutup sebagai kecantikan yang mengatasi. Ada orang menganggap putih melepak itu sebagai cantik ada orang suka yang hitam.
Ada orang mentafsirkan kecantikan itu mata yang bundar tetapi ada orang merasakan yang sepet seperti Jepun atau Cina itu yang lebih menawan. Ada orang menganggap bibir yang nipis itu cantik tetapi ada juga orang yang mengatakan bibir tebal lebih mengancam.
Di sebuah kawasan terpencil di utara Thailand, terdapat sekelompok manusia yang mentafsirkan cantik itu leher yang jinjang. Maka, para wanita memakai besi lilit di leher untuk memanjangkan leher masing-masing. Alangkah seksanya untuk menjadi cantik menurut penilaian masyarakat ini.
Begitu juga di sebuah penempatan di Afrika, cantik ditafsirkan mulut yang lebar. Semakin lebar mulut semakin cantiklah mengikut ukuran kelompok ini. Maka para lelaki dan para wanitanya memakai piring besi berbentuk bulat di mulut. Piring ini ditukar kepada yang lebih besar dari semasa ke semasa.
Begitulah misteri dan luasnya makna cantik dan tampan. Jadi, usah terlalu susah hati jika anda merasakan anda tidak begitu menarik. Anda tetap cantik di mata orang yang mentafsirkan kecantikan itu bukan sekadar wajah tetapi mungkin keseluruhan anda. Ini termasuklah gaya jalan anda, cara nada bertutur, pendirian serta sikap anda terhadap sesuatu perkara. Jika anda belum mendapat teman bukan cantik masalahnya, cuma anda belum bertemu dengan orang yang mentafsirkan cantik itu menurut apa-apa kelebihan yang ada pada diri anda. Sebenarnya tiada manusia yang buruk, lantaran setiap daripada kita ini dicipta oleh Tuhan yang Maha Bijaksana. Masakan ciptaan Tuhan itu tidak cantik, malah dalam islam kecantikan bukan terletak pada wajah atau keturunan tetapi apa yang ada di dalam hati. Baik sang hati baiklah seluruh
badan, jahat sang hati jahatlah seluruh badan. Agama menilai kecantikan itu
iman yang teguh, kukuh dan padu.
Siapa kita untuk mempertikaikan ciptaan-ciptaan TUHAN. Sudah tentu kita tidak layak. Tetapi ramai orang mempertikai TUHAN setiap kali menghadap cermin. Berkacalah tatkala bercermin sebab dengan berkaca cermin akan memberitahu anda apakah anda yang berdiri di situ atau perasaan dan keegoan anda yang menampani.
Siapa anda, anda sendiri yang menentukan. Pandangan manusia semuanya tidak sama. Sejuta yang mengatakan anda tidak indah, sepuluh juta mungkin mengatakan yang sebaliknya. Hanya anda belum bertemu muka dengan yang sepuluh juta itu.
Itu saja yang membezakan.
I found this petikan mengenai misteri kecantikan quite interesting - Read it... :)
(TERIMA KASIH KEPADA HAMBA ALLAH YANG TELAH SUDI MEMBENARKAN SAYA COPY AND PASTE THIS ARTIKEL SEBAGAI ENTRY BLOG! MAY GOD BLESS U YA - THANKS AGAIN)
"Misteri Kecantikan"
Usah terkejut kalau ada orang melahirkan rasa hatinya pada anda, sedangkan anda merasakan tiada apa-apa istimewanya anda. Begitulah hebat dan misterinya kehidupan. Ukuran manusia tentang kecantikan dan ketampanan memang tidak pernah sama. Ada orang mabuk dengan seseorang sedangkan menurut pandangan orang lain, wajah semacam itu tidak patut dimabuk-mabukkan. Misterinya suara hati memang sukar dibaca.
Tidak ada sebarang alat untuk mengukur makna cantik atau tampan pada seseorang. Ukuran cantik atau tampan ini sentiasa berlainan antara seseorang dengan seorang yang lain.Maka itu, usah hairan jika seseorang wanita dinobatkan sebagai ratu dunia, padahal ramai lagi wanita di pejabat kita yang kita rasakan mengatasi kecantikan ratu itu.
Begitu juga, mungkin ada wanita di kampung kita, kita rasakan lebih cantik daripada para model yang popular. Sebab apa? Sebab persepsi kecantikan tidak pernah sama antara manusia. Ada orang anggap hidung yang sedikit mancung sebagai cantik, ada orang tidak. Ada orang rambut yang mengurai sebagai cantik, ada orang menganggap rambut yang ditutup sebagai kecantikan yang mengatasi. Ada orang menganggap putih melepak itu sebagai cantik ada orang suka yang hitam.
Ada orang mentafsirkan kecantikan itu mata yang bundar tetapi ada orang merasakan yang sepet seperti Jepun atau Cina itu yang lebih menawan. Ada orang menganggap bibir yang nipis itu cantik tetapi ada juga orang yang mengatakan bibir tebal lebih mengancam.
Di sebuah kawasan terpencil di utara Thailand, terdapat sekelompok manusia yang mentafsirkan cantik itu leher yang jinjang. Maka, para wanita memakai besi lilit di leher untuk memanjangkan leher masing-masing. Alangkah seksanya untuk menjadi cantik menurut penilaian masyarakat ini.
Begitu juga di sebuah penempatan di Afrika, cantik ditafsirkan mulut yang lebar. Semakin lebar mulut semakin cantiklah mengikut ukuran kelompok ini. Maka para lelaki dan para wanitanya memakai piring besi berbentuk bulat di mulut. Piring ini ditukar kepada yang lebih besar dari semasa ke semasa.
Begitulah misteri dan luasnya makna cantik dan tampan. Jadi, usah terlalu susah hati jika anda merasakan anda tidak begitu menarik. Anda tetap cantik di mata orang yang mentafsirkan kecantikan itu bukan sekadar wajah tetapi mungkin keseluruhan anda. Ini termasuklah gaya jalan anda, cara nada bertutur, pendirian serta sikap anda terhadap sesuatu perkara. Jika anda belum mendapat teman bukan cantik masalahnya, cuma anda belum bertemu dengan orang yang mentafsirkan cantik itu menurut apa-apa kelebihan yang ada pada diri anda. Sebenarnya tiada manusia yang buruk, lantaran setiap daripada kita ini dicipta oleh Tuhan yang Maha Bijaksana. Masakan ciptaan Tuhan itu tidak cantik, malah dalam islam kecantikan bukan terletak pada wajah atau keturunan tetapi apa yang ada di dalam hati. Baik sang hati baiklah seluruh
badan, jahat sang hati jahatlah seluruh badan. Agama menilai kecantikan itu
iman yang teguh, kukuh dan padu.
Siapa kita untuk mempertikaikan ciptaan-ciptaan TUHAN. Sudah tentu kita tidak layak. Tetapi ramai orang mempertikai TUHAN setiap kali menghadap cermin. Berkacalah tatkala bercermin sebab dengan berkaca cermin akan memberitahu anda apakah anda yang berdiri di situ atau perasaan dan keegoan anda yang menampani.
Siapa anda, anda sendiri yang menentukan. Pandangan manusia semuanya tidak sama. Sejuta yang mengatakan anda tidak indah, sepuluh juta mungkin mengatakan yang sebaliknya. Hanya anda belum bertemu muka dengan yang sepuluh juta itu.
Itu saja yang membezakan.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
I am so overslept today - *STILL YAWNING*...
Dearest blog readers... Good morning!!!
Darn - I should think about concentrating on sleeping early nowadays if I wanna do things on time - YES! AGAIN - LATE SAHUR, LATE MORNING PRAYERS - but not late for my morning shower though... hehehe. YES... hot morning too. Anyways, back to my LATE business... LATE coming out from the SHOWER... ehehehe. LATE prepared breakfast for Granny - LATE for work... ARGH! What is wrong with me?
Well today SURPRISINGLY I'll be doin' some driving around... Hehehehehe... I have to meet up some people at the state government office - regarding a group tour thingie - Sort of like have to give out details of what our, I mean, MY company is capable of doin', so and so forth... bla bla bla.. PR PR PR! Sooo I MISSED PR-ing! Ekekekekekek Should be at that office say by 11AM... that's like another 55 Minutes from now... eheh. OK !!!! I WON'T BE LATE! Ehehehehhe
Aside from that Hanim surprised me with more erm, ACTIVITIES after lunch hour - AH YES, I AMMMM FASTING again - Mak Toks' getting her lunchy boxy from uncly ehehehe... So anyways, after lunch, there's this Chinese couple, just got married - BILLIONAIRE of the STATE!!! Would wanna discuss about their honeymoon - 1st? 2nd? 3rd Honeymoon? I don't know - not a single clue! And guess what? A TRIP AROUND Europe, or was it around the world? Hmmmm... GOSH! That's gonna cost them! Ehehehehehehehehe I'll be their personal tour guide! HHEHEHEEH....
Other than that, I've replied bulletins, mails, and... posting my usual bla bla bla 'my-day-sucks-big-time' entry on the blog - I guess I've done my MYSPACE.COM responsibilities for the day - Ehehehe... Gonna check my faceparty, my hotmail, my yahoo!mail and also check some new updates of my friends photopage - he has this collection of.. ermm.. Oh I'll get into the details sooooonn!!!! Very XXX! Ehehehe
Regards ppl! See you afterwards - at least if I do have some time to write in more! EHehehehehHEHEEHheheHh Take care peeps!!
Regards with loads of work to do and *shoot* it's 10.15AM already? Chit!
Lea
Darn - I should think about concentrating on sleeping early nowadays if I wanna do things on time - YES! AGAIN - LATE SAHUR, LATE MORNING PRAYERS - but not late for my morning shower though... hehehe. YES... hot morning too. Anyways, back to my LATE business... LATE coming out from the SHOWER... ehehehe. LATE prepared breakfast for Granny - LATE for work... ARGH! What is wrong with me?
Well today SURPRISINGLY I'll be doin' some driving around... Hehehehehe... I have to meet up some people at the state government office - regarding a group tour thingie - Sort of like have to give out details of what our, I mean, MY company is capable of doin', so and so forth... bla bla bla.. PR PR PR! Sooo I MISSED PR-ing! Ekekekekekek Should be at that office say by 11AM... that's like another 55 Minutes from now... eheh. OK !!!! I WON'T BE LATE! Ehehehehhe
Aside from that Hanim surprised me with more erm, ACTIVITIES after lunch hour - AH YES, I AMMMM FASTING again - Mak Toks' getting her lunchy boxy from uncly ehehehe... So anyways, after lunch, there's this Chinese couple, just got married - BILLIONAIRE of the STATE!!! Would wanna discuss about their honeymoon - 1st? 2nd? 3rd Honeymoon? I don't know - not a single clue! And guess what? A TRIP AROUND Europe, or was it around the world? Hmmmm... GOSH! That's gonna cost them! Ehehehehehehehehe I'll be their personal tour guide! HHEHEHEEH....
Other than that, I've replied bulletins, mails, and... posting my usual bla bla bla 'my-day-sucks-big-time' entry on the blog - I guess I've done my MYSPACE.COM responsibilities for the day - Ehehehe... Gonna check my faceparty, my hotmail, my yahoo!mail and also check some new updates of my friends photopage - he has this collection of.. ermm.. Oh I'll get into the details sooooonn!!!! Very XXX! Ehehehe
Regards ppl! See you afterwards - at least if I do have some time to write in more! EHehehehehHEHEEHheheHh Take care peeps!!
Regards with loads of work to do and *shoot* it's 10.15AM already? Chit!
Lea
Friday, February 04, 2005
I had a very long shower just now - Damn it's hot!
According to the subject - I had a long, a very LONG shower - nearly an hour! Damn it's hot *YES MISS G! STOP SAYING BECOZ I CAME BACK TO KEDAH, SUDDENLY KEDAH ALL HOT 40DEG CELCIUS!!! I came back and it rained there at your place - Ain't that somethin'???* Hehehehehehee. Read in the news somewhere couple of days ago that this hot humid over the rainbow hottt weather will stay like this till probably Mac. That's like, another month!?!? Oh well - I'm sure time flies but the condition!!! THE HOT CONDITION!?!?! How I wish I was still flying - should be enjoying Europe, London now... aaaahhhh winter! Just about to Spring. Just nice... puuuuuuuuuuuuuurfect!
So anyways, nothing much happened in the evening - chat - the usuals. Although something quite interesting happened. Well, it happened to a friend of mine... *Miss G - I hope you're reading this, surely by Monday!*
You see - being human, we tend to make mistakes. I know I did. Sometimes we thought we knew someone - but the truth is - we don't; well, we do but not completely. So taking that into account, WE THOUGHT we knew someone, but sometime what we say or even DO may hurt someone's heart and we will not know it if that person doesnt show any effects or tells us off saying "hey I'm pissed" you know? What am saying here is this - If you THINK you know something, think twice- think moooreee than twice because it doesnt hurt you to think and to get to know somemore more and more everyday eventhough you've been friends for more than a year or plus, you know? I knew this case - I have a friend, whom I thought I knew totally. But at the end, I did something bad - something that indirectly made him feel hurt. I didn't know at first - but then he acted differently and that's when I noticed he was pissed. That's when I learned more about him - and I know now not to take ppl as easy as they might seem becoz they might be really tough inside and not as easy as we might think... HAVE I GOT A BLOODYYYY POINT HERE!?!?!?! I HOPE I DO! God! I'd do so much better if this were to be a mix of Malay and English - But having a wider spec of readers - I guess I just have to learn to write all in English! Ehehehe... for my own good as well! I think I'll be a writer! YEAH YEAH YEAH - a minute ago it was the worlds famous chef - now worlds best writer? What's next? Worlds' best tramp!?! EH.. wait a minute - I used to be one, I mean, after Miss G here clinched the title that is... hehehe.. sorry Miss G- Just cheering u up bitch! Get back to me on this one!....
Aside from this - Grandma's doin' good. Parents staying for Chinese New Year celebration back here... NOT A GOOD THING! Boring! Ermmm.. what else... it's hot? Did I tell you guys that? Oh yeah I did... whatelse.. ermm.. hmmm... I think I'll get back to you readers soooonn ya!
Regards with loads of blur!
Lea
ehehehehehe
So anyways, nothing much happened in the evening - chat - the usuals. Although something quite interesting happened. Well, it happened to a friend of mine... *Miss G - I hope you're reading this, surely by Monday!*
You see - being human, we tend to make mistakes. I know I did. Sometimes we thought we knew someone - but the truth is - we don't; well, we do but not completely. So taking that into account, WE THOUGHT we knew someone, but sometime what we say or even DO may hurt someone's heart and we will not know it if that person doesnt show any effects or tells us off saying "hey I'm pissed" you know? What am saying here is this - If you THINK you know something, think twice- think moooreee than twice because it doesnt hurt you to think and to get to know somemore more and more everyday eventhough you've been friends for more than a year or plus, you know? I knew this case - I have a friend, whom I thought I knew totally. But at the end, I did something bad - something that indirectly made him feel hurt. I didn't know at first - but then he acted differently and that's when I noticed he was pissed. That's when I learned more about him - and I know now not to take ppl as easy as they might seem becoz they might be really tough inside and not as easy as we might think... HAVE I GOT A BLOODYYYY POINT HERE!?!?!?! I HOPE I DO! God! I'd do so much better if this were to be a mix of Malay and English - But having a wider spec of readers - I guess I just have to learn to write all in English! Ehehehe... for my own good as well! I think I'll be a writer! YEAH YEAH YEAH - a minute ago it was the worlds famous chef - now worlds best writer? What's next? Worlds' best tramp!?! EH.. wait a minute - I used to be one, I mean, after Miss G here clinched the title that is... hehehe.. sorry Miss G- Just cheering u up bitch! Get back to me on this one!....
Aside from this - Grandma's doin' good. Parents staying for Chinese New Year celebration back here... NOT A GOOD THING! Boring! Ermmm.. what else... it's hot? Did I tell you guys that? Oh yeah I did... whatelse.. ermm.. hmmm... I think I'll get back to you readers soooonn ya!
Regards with loads of blur!
Lea
ehehehehehe
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Last one for the day - Tired...
Dearest blog readers *yawning - yes I am sleepy*
Just wanna quote what a close friend cum blood sista said to me on YM regarding my oh so wonderfully f**ked up life with gazillions of people making lies, bad stories about me even when I kept on a low profile thingie - stabbing me behind my back and what not - I have no reason to live on like this...
"take it from me,my "ingredients" towards a better life.. what we do does not define who we are.. but how we rise from our fall is what truly defines us ... having said that.. learn from ur mistakes,stride with knowledge and hence.. rise above it all as a new person.."
And she continued "at the end of the day, u'd be perceived as to be, a legend, just like the phoenix rising from the ashes, u will , soar high again one day!"
Signed - Babe Paris...
She has a point there don't you think so? SHE ALWAYS DOES! Anyways, thanks for believing in me and putting ur support on me. It means a lot at this time and age...
Just a thought of sharing - SIGH - Tomorrow is another day - another day to live on... GOD SO HELP ME PLS...
Regards
Lea...
Just wanna quote what a close friend cum blood sista said to me on YM regarding my oh so wonderfully f**ked up life with gazillions of people making lies, bad stories about me even when I kept on a low profile thingie - stabbing me behind my back and what not - I have no reason to live on like this...
"take it from me,my "ingredients" towards a better life.. what we do does not define who we are.. but how we rise from our fall is what truly defines us ... having said that.. learn from ur mistakes,stride with knowledge and hence.. rise above it all as a new person.."
And she continued "at the end of the day, u'd be perceived as to be, a legend, just like the phoenix rising from the ashes, u will , soar high again one day!"
Signed - Babe Paris...
She has a point there don't you think so? SHE ALWAYS DOES! Anyways, thanks for believing in me and putting ur support on me. It means a lot at this time and age...
Just a thought of sharing - SIGH - Tomorrow is another day - another day to live on... GOD SO HELP ME PLS...
Regards
Lea...
Valentine - Alone - A big yaaayy yaayy am Alone! Or a big AWWWWWW I'm all alone?
Ladies and gentlemen,
YES - I am single now, .. But do I like being single now!??!?!?
Some say that since now that I am single, and I have a beautiful bod to use and not to be abused, and that I'm beautiful, they think I should go out and party. No la... I can't. Thats because I'm not beautiful - MAC made me beautiful!
It's all make up - without them (honestly without MAC, L`0reaL, MIYAMI, KRAYOLON and Wales Eye Shadows) I'd be one of Cinderella's step sistas or an add up of both! Ehhehe, well, not quite THAT ugly though... ;p
Go out and party!?!? ALONE!? That would be a big, HUGE mistake - partyin' alone in gay/les/bi scene in KL is a huge mistake! They'll take me as a loser! I'd rather stay home and dance or walk upside down on my hands... and sing "Alllll byyyy myyseelfff!!!!!" or "I DON'T WANNA GROW UP!!!"
True I don't have to 'punch' card telling ma man about "Oh honey I'll be back soon.. promise - before 2am" or "Hey I'm back now... goodnight honey - see u tomorrow" thingie - although I do miss doin' em but still.. yeah, I'm free but why do I still miss doin' all those shits? Could it be the fact that I don't wanna be single? Although I could use those massage boys to come back with me.. hehehehe notty!
I envy you people who can be friends with your ex. Me, I think it's this... FRIENDSHIP to LOVE - a YES YES, but LOVE to FRIENDSHIP - a NO NO NO! It'll definitely hit me back to GET HIM BACK!
Remember I post a bulletin about "Would you guys still be friends after you clash with your lover?" REMEMBER WHAT I REPLIED??? I said I DONT MIND being his friend still - provided itwas a happy ending - clash thingie. But since it happened THIS way, I don't know now... - no way? You think that's the way?
Or what about the time I posted "AFTER YOU CLASH - ARE YOU GONNA TAKE BACK ALL YOUR THINGS WITH HIM, AND PASS BACK TO HIM ALL HIS THINGS THAT ARE STILL WITH YOU?" Remember what I ANSWERED? "No need laaah... I mean, I don't mind passing back his stuffs, maybe those stuffs he wants em back. As for my stuffs, I'll let him keep" NOT! Now I WANT ALL OF MY STUFFS BACK!
Am I a sicko or what? Good advices, good bulletins with "OH SHE IS SO SWEET AND SMART" kind of replies - but in reality, ADO!?!?!?!?! NON-ADO!!!!!
Yeap.. VERY TRUE - Valentine is just another day - TO BE ALONE!..... :(
Regards with love,
Lea - Don't worry about the :( sign - I am ok still... I think? Hmmm.. ;p
YES - I am single now, .. But do I like being single now!??!?!?
Some say that since now that I am single, and I have a beautiful bod to use and not to be abused, and that I'm beautiful, they think I should go out and party. No la... I can't. Thats because I'm not beautiful - MAC made me beautiful!
It's all make up - without them (honestly without MAC, L`0reaL, MIYAMI, KRAYOLON and Wales Eye Shadows) I'd be one of Cinderella's step sistas or an add up of both! Ehhehe, well, not quite THAT ugly though... ;p
Go out and party!?!? ALONE!? That would be a big, HUGE mistake - partyin' alone in gay/les/bi scene in KL is a huge mistake! They'll take me as a loser! I'd rather stay home and dance or walk upside down on my hands... and sing "Alllll byyyy myyseelfff!!!!!" or "I DON'T WANNA GROW UP!!!"
True I don't have to 'punch' card telling ma man about "Oh honey I'll be back soon.. promise - before 2am" or "Hey I'm back now... goodnight honey - see u tomorrow" thingie - although I do miss doin' em but still.. yeah, I'm free but why do I still miss doin' all those shits? Could it be the fact that I don't wanna be single? Although I could use those massage boys to come back with me.. hehehehe notty!
I envy you people who can be friends with your ex. Me, I think it's this... FRIENDSHIP to LOVE - a YES YES, but LOVE to FRIENDSHIP - a NO NO NO! It'll definitely hit me back to GET HIM BACK!
Remember I post a bulletin about "Would you guys still be friends after you clash with your lover?" REMEMBER WHAT I REPLIED??? I said I DONT MIND being his friend still - provided itwas a happy ending - clash thingie. But since it happened THIS way, I don't know now... - no way? You think that's the way?
Or what about the time I posted "AFTER YOU CLASH - ARE YOU GONNA TAKE BACK ALL YOUR THINGS WITH HIM, AND PASS BACK TO HIM ALL HIS THINGS THAT ARE STILL WITH YOU?" Remember what I ANSWERED? "No need laaah... I mean, I don't mind passing back his stuffs, maybe those stuffs he wants em back. As for my stuffs, I'll let him keep" NOT! Now I WANT ALL OF MY STUFFS BACK!
Am I a sicko or what? Good advices, good bulletins with "OH SHE IS SO SWEET AND SMART" kind of replies - but in reality, ADO!?!?!?!?! NON-ADO!!!!!
Yeap.. VERY TRUE - Valentine is just another day - TO BE ALONE!..... :(
Regards with love,
Lea - Don't worry about the :( sign - I am ok still... I think? Hmmm.. ;p
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Guess what? My Valentine - NAN ADO!
Wednesday February 2nd, 2005 - 11.26PM
Dear ppl...
Valentine is coming soon,
I hope I'll be off to the moon,
No one to love, no one to cry for,
As my ex man-of-my-life already out from my door.
I was a bit shitty,
I can't be witty,
all becoz of the pain,
brought in by the rain,
But now I'm good,
Now I'm cool,
Thanks to people
Just like you...
I know I'll be ocay,
That's because I used Olay,
I said I want my stuffs back,
Dont care even if I have to stab ur back,
coz the fucking hp costs me RM1999
If u bleed from the stab, just dial 999
HELLO!?!?!?? APE AKU MEREPEK NIH!?!?!?!??!?!?
Regards
Ting Tong Lea
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Not too bad - for the 1st day at work!
February 1st, 2005 - 5.28pm
Hey ppl!
Looking at the way I wrote the subject to this entry - don't you just sometimes hate me? I mean, everything has to be "OK" or "Not Bad" or "Puuurrrrfeccttly ok".. right? ;p
Being new at work - 1st day at work so to speak, normally one would have to suffer either:
A) Tough
B) Moderatly tough
C) Occay
OR occasionally, one COULD BE VERY LUCKY ENOUGH TO EXPERIENCE this option:
D) I don't have to worry about anything since it's my daddy's company, and I get to sit on the Northern Areal Managers' sit
And yes, that's me! Hey momma I think I was born either lucky or am I really that lucky?
As I entered to office, normal lah. Everyone greeted me and what not. Met my daddy friend (you could say kuncu daddy I lah) and he showed me around and bla bla bla bla kenalkan to this and that (ceh macam lah besar sangat company/branch Utara nih.. ekekek) and it was me alone to do everything, with sometimes me calling/dialing extension 2 for my personal help, in times when i need, HELP!
Travel Agency company - northern branch (branch for Penang, Kedah, Perlis)... now Hq in KL/Subang Jaya, southern branch pun dah ade, established. Now up to me to handle so so ly in this Northern Atmostphere... minus my daddy's kuncu, and my kuncu (ah yes, the one behind line 2 - "call me for help" id), there are more than, let me see, 6 people and less than 12 people in the branch. Banyak? You can say that again. Accounts, Haj and Umrah department, travel and tour, banyak gak. Nama2 pun hem belum hafal lagik - YANG PENTING - NON ADO CAN DO!!!! Sedehhhh!!!!!
Got my own room... pc and internet (YES streamyx ya!) and bla bla bla fax my own guest lounge and private attached toilet and connected to the meeting room. I guess am doin' fine - minus no driver jer! Ehehehe... I might have to get my ass back to KL next week not so sure where for a meeting my dad wants me to be there to watch - watch!?!?! What does he this I am? Baby? So anyways, KL trip back, yet to be confirmed. Today nothing much, my assistant, by the name of... of.. ape ek... Hanim... ah yes... Hanim... she masuk and briefed me this and that bla bla bla sedangkan me busy chatting with some friends over YM and MSN... and then signed some stuffs... and then lunch time balik belik lauk for mak tok... zohor and what not... and then, GADABAS GADABUUSS!! I slept off the whole afternoon sampai now, baru lepas Asar... Attitude kan? Ehehehe.. No work lah! Bosan also! Imight as well sleep!
Anyways... that's about all. Think I'll just erm, cook some stuffs, satu dua jenis lauk for a while for berbuka *selera sikit dari berbuka lauk kedai tu* and then I'll see you guys again tonight! Adios!!!
**Tonight - Miss Wilayah 2005 at Federal Hotel Bukit Bintang - Who will be the next Miss Wilayah 2005, who will walk away with RM1000 and some other interesting prizes- updates InsyaAllah after a day or two. Latest Friday! Eheheheh Sungguh Tak UPDATE, kan? What to do.. contest in KL.. me in Kedah! Like HELLO!?!?!? Am I missing anything here? :p
regards with loads of luv,
LEA
WAKE UP!!! It's February 1st!!!
"Heeelllll" has never beeeen "looww" ppl!!!!!! Eheheeh Yes yes, it's hello! Ehehe
My my! What a refreshing day to begin! Sun's up, birds singing- kids goin' to school school buses here and there, moms' sending off baby to nursery and off to work, daddy's behind her and playing eyes with me,... hehehe AS IF~ anyways, back to the glory morning - mamak paper throwing papers kat rumah2, can see warga2 tua walking slowly, ade yang jogging, ade yang tai chi... all these, glooorious morning - and me, up and away, dah sahur tadik, subuh dah, page or two with my quran, and now, nak get ready to hit to 1st day at work at daddy office northern branch? MAKES ME SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
Why??? Why am I cursed this way? Firstly ditipu waktu disuruh balik AS. They (my looooooovely parents) told me Granny wanted me sooooo much to come back to Kedah and stay with her and take care of her since she's sick and on her dying bed - not 100% true!!!! Granny sick - YES but then again, on and off. Sometimes she's ok, cool, sometimes she's sick. SHE was the one wanted ME TO COME BACK - NO!!! She did not do such request! Itwas my parents idea to get me BACK to AS! It's the only way they figured out for them to get me back to Kampung - becoz of granny. They know I'd sooo do anything for her... and so I did - gave up dancing, men, limelight, pr, social world! WHY! WHY ME!!?!?!
Oh enough of these sacret confession thingie.. ehhehe.. nak tak nak I have to go. Will read my morning STAR kejap and then, yes, off to work.. ewwwwww.. Today told mak tok I'll buy her lunch jer lah. She said she'll cook the rice, dia nak I tolong belikan lauk jer. I said ok. Nak ikutnye I don't have to go back sbb I'm fasting but then kesian lak org tua tu kang. My uncle pun keje. Nak harapkan cousin cute mek tu? NAN ADO LEH HARAP! I have to discuss with my parents about this - takkan makan lauk beli everyday? I mean... One month nih I yang rajin do the cooking and what not. How ek? But my dad did mention something about me don't have to go to office everyday every hour since I am my own Areal Manager - GOSH! I prefer the name CEO Northern Region better - CHEH!!!! Ehehe.. anyways, I guess today and these few days jer kot I have to be around the office a lot to get myself serasi dengan tempat keje and my employees.. gosh! Now I have my own employees... cool! Hopefully ade yang can-do can-do and tak der yang lagik lawa darii mek! Kalau ade - WOMAN- U're fired! But why Miss Lea? She may ask - I'll answer- simple! U're cinderella, me step sister.. get it?!?!?!?!?! Eheheh tak lah.. AM not that kejam.. paling busuk I just suruh dia cuci toilet office tu.. ehehehehe
Ok ok ... it's 8.15am... got to be there by 9am... anything I will update later yer...
Regards
Working - again - LEA
My my! What a refreshing day to begin! Sun's up, birds singing- kids goin' to school school buses here and there, moms' sending off baby to nursery and off to work, daddy's behind her and playing eyes with me,... hehehe AS IF~ anyways, back to the glory morning - mamak paper throwing papers kat rumah2, can see warga2 tua walking slowly, ade yang jogging, ade yang tai chi... all these, glooorious morning - and me, up and away, dah sahur tadik, subuh dah, page or two with my quran, and now, nak get ready to hit to 1st day at work at daddy office northern branch? MAKES ME SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
Why??? Why am I cursed this way? Firstly ditipu waktu disuruh balik AS. They (my looooooovely parents) told me Granny wanted me sooooo much to come back to Kedah and stay with her and take care of her since she's sick and on her dying bed - not 100% true!!!! Granny sick - YES but then again, on and off. Sometimes she's ok, cool, sometimes she's sick. SHE was the one wanted ME TO COME BACK - NO!!! She did not do such request! Itwas my parents idea to get me BACK to AS! It's the only way they figured out for them to get me back to Kampung - becoz of granny. They know I'd sooo do anything for her... and so I did - gave up dancing, men, limelight, pr, social world! WHY! WHY ME!!?!?!
Oh enough of these sacret confession thingie.. ehhehe.. nak tak nak I have to go. Will read my morning STAR kejap and then, yes, off to work.. ewwwwww.. Today told mak tok I'll buy her lunch jer lah. She said she'll cook the rice, dia nak I tolong belikan lauk jer. I said ok. Nak ikutnye I don't have to go back sbb I'm fasting but then kesian lak org tua tu kang. My uncle pun keje. Nak harapkan cousin cute mek tu? NAN ADO LEH HARAP! I have to discuss with my parents about this - takkan makan lauk beli everyday? I mean... One month nih I yang rajin do the cooking and what not. How ek? But my dad did mention something about me don't have to go to office everyday every hour since I am my own Areal Manager - GOSH! I prefer the name CEO Northern Region better - CHEH!!!! Ehehe.. anyways, I guess today and these few days jer kot I have to be around the office a lot to get myself serasi dengan tempat keje and my employees.. gosh! Now I have my own employees... cool! Hopefully ade yang can-do can-do and tak der yang lagik lawa darii mek! Kalau ade - WOMAN- U're fired! But why Miss Lea? She may ask - I'll answer- simple! U're cinderella, me step sister.. get it?!?!?!?!?! Eheheh tak lah.. AM not that kejam.. paling busuk I just suruh dia cuci toilet office tu.. ehehehehe
Ok ok ... it's 8.15am... got to be there by 9am... anything I will update later yer...
Regards
Working - again - LEA
Haven't you heard???
To those who plans to make me sick and tends to drive me nuts, hearing what you've been saying all about me in KL - making sick lies, and pathetic jokes, endless rumors, out of which, say, maybe 100 rumors, 10 maybe true, and the rest, 90 rumors, well, you know you've lied to the world - trying to bring me down and close my repo as who Lea Laurielle really is, tried to outshine me, tried to kill me and my name down, to those who even dares for a moment to grab me away from my limelight that I've worked my butts out for, for the past 4 1/2 years, hear this. Nothing you can do now, that can bring me down. Those were just mere words and now that I have HIM - He who shall bring Peace and Harmony to those who seeks, ie. me, I will never stand alone. The time will come when I'll be back to make a come back and when I do, beware, be very very aware that I am not gonna be like what I used to be - I'm stronger now - InsyaAllah...
I've changed this lyrics a bit - "So Yesterday" - Hillary Duff- Changed a bit to my wordings... its no longer a song - its a new poem... :)
You can make sick lies
You can make sick jokes,
You could change peoples' mind,
To hate me now, to hate me forever,
But I'm gonna keep my faith,
And I'm gonna keep on praying,
Because it'll bring good on me,
You're never gonna bring me down now,
Not today, not tomorrow, not forever,
Because,
It's over,
Time to let it go,
And time to let me go,
Today's over,
Tomorrow will come,
And you are so yesterday,
I'm just a bird that's already flown away from you,
Laugh it off, let it go and,
When you wake up it will seem,
So yesterday,
Haven't you heard?
That I will be okay?
That I'm gonna be okay?
Too bad...
You can say you're not through with me,
You can act real tough on me,
You can say more and more,
But I've heard enough
Thank you, you made my mind up for me,
When you started to talk bad and nonsense about me,
You won't see a single tear now,
It isn't gonna happen here,
Not anymore,
Not today, not tomorrow, and forever nevel will you see,
Me shed more tears,
Because I'm stronger,
You and your stories are so yesterday,
You and your painful remarks are so left behind,
I'm so okay,
Haven't you heard?
I'm gonna be okay?
I WILL BE OKAY...
Too bad for you - tough luck!
And when I'm back,
I know it'll be hard,
But when I do make a comeback,
It's a comeback you'll never wanna miss...
Because it's me you'll be seeing,
It's me making the come back,
and it's me, me and me, and you're so yesterday!
REGARDS
LEA
I've changed this lyrics a bit - "So Yesterday" - Hillary Duff- Changed a bit to my wordings... its no longer a song - its a new poem... :)
You can make sick lies
You can make sick jokes,
You could change peoples' mind,
To hate me now, to hate me forever,
But I'm gonna keep my faith,
And I'm gonna keep on praying,
Because it'll bring good on me,
You're never gonna bring me down now,
Not today, not tomorrow, not forever,
Because,
It's over,
Time to let it go,
And time to let me go,
Today's over,
Tomorrow will come,
And you are so yesterday,
I'm just a bird that's already flown away from you,
Laugh it off, let it go and,
When you wake up it will seem,
So yesterday,
Haven't you heard?
That I will be okay?
That I'm gonna be okay?
Too bad...
You can say you're not through with me,
You can act real tough on me,
You can say more and more,
But I've heard enough
Thank you, you made my mind up for me,
When you started to talk bad and nonsense about me,
You won't see a single tear now,
It isn't gonna happen here,
Not anymore,
Not today, not tomorrow, and forever nevel will you see,
Me shed more tears,
Because I'm stronger,
You and your stories are so yesterday,
You and your painful remarks are so left behind,
I'm so okay,
Haven't you heard?
I'm gonna be okay?
I WILL BE OKAY...
Too bad for you - tough luck!
And when I'm back,
I know it'll be hard,
But when I do make a comeback,
It's a comeback you'll never wanna miss...
Because it's me you'll be seeing,
It's me making the come back,
and it's me, me and me, and you're so yesterday!
REGARDS
LEA
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